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[lovewrench]

Shuzan held out his short staff and said, "If you call this a short staff, you oppose its reality. If you do not call it a short staff, you ignore the fact. Now what do you wish to call this?"

ever just have those days where you feel utterly lost and mentally transient? all you can do is think of random things in the place of actually being able

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[boyamihardcore]

[lovewrench]

i see my brain as a battlefield between my existentialism and my growing depersonalization.
if i didn't have things like poetry to read, or music, or art to be some kind of mediator, i think i'd go insane.

i should become a shrink. lol

"or causing me to come up with stupid "what if's""
i do that too... kind of like my "what if everyone tried to think of the perfect world.. would we be any closer to it?" the other day, or my "what if i spent my life with a handicapped person?"... they just tend to come out of nowhere. it's alright i guess, but when you go for so long without a sense of connection between things, it's just kind of like, wtf?

[mushheadedbug]

saw you added me. :-) added you back.

[lovewrench]

:)