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Icon update cause I found a lot of good ones, and cause I'm falling hopelessly.


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You don't get it. You clearly DO NOT understand the situation at hand. At all.

"You don't know the first thing about love because you don't understand compromise." - Closer.

Figured out what I want for christmas.


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 What I'm thankful for:

1)My best friends. You lot keep me sane when I feel like the world inside my head is about to burst. I love you all. 
a) Karen Taylor. You are wonderful, and I am so glad that even after all this time, we're still as close as we were. 
b) Kristen Lehner. You are fucking crazy and I love you so much more for it. Who else would ( Read more... )

So as I was saying to Erick last nite, I am kind of really bent out of shape about the whole thing with the boy. Still. I mean, I really thought he liked me. I thought I saw it in his eyes, in his smile. When he held me that first night, I finally didn't feel alone. I felt like everything was okay, and maybe I would be too. And now I feel like all ( Read more... )

So I've finally accepted that he's just not that into me. I should have known better, but as usual I let my heart cross out my eyes, and I had to get hurt in order to learn.  Someday maybe I will catch myself before I fall. Maybe someday I will realise that I should be more careful with my heart ( Read more... )

So there  we are, sitting on the couch smoking the hookah and its like, 230 in the morning. I've got a mug of green tea and I'm balancing it on my stomach, craddling the warmth like a new born. There's an indie film on the telly and the lights are out. Mood lighting without the light. I'm wedged in between Kennen and Greg, and Erick is curled up on ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking stupid sometimes. I really don't know why I ever trust people. Especially those that seem so worthy. This time is the last time. I can't afford to be hurt by humanity anymore. I'll take no prisoners. Watch your fucking back ( Read more... )

So as I am getting ready to head out for this all Hallow's eve, I decided it would be best to get some things out of my system so I can actually have a good night ( Read more... )