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[lovechris143]

TODAY WAS A BAD DAY FOR ME I AM SO ANGER INSIDE AND EVERYTHING IS GOING WORNG I MEAN I TRY SO HARD TO GET WHERE I HAVE TO BE AND I WORK MY ASS OFF TO BE WHERE I AM TODAY AND IT'S LIKE NO ONE WANTS TO HELP ME AND I PUSH AND PUSH THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO BE THERE FOR ME AND IT DOESN'T WORK. I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE I CAN'T TAKE IT AND ITS LIKE

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WHAT!!!!

[iggysluv]

okay now thats a little much you are not lossing me at all i just have things on my mind as well. i dont have knew friends i still want to sit with you at lunch i still want to talk to you, i still want you advice. i still ask your opinion. i just dont understand people who are supposed to be there, yeah i am here but you have to come to for help im not going to know when you are in a rut. you never talk to me about much either. i thought that we were kool but i guess i was mistaken i think that we need to talk again. because i dont want to lose our friendship. i dont know what else to say just that things have changed and i dont know why. i dont feel i have to change for anyone just i wanted to change the way i looked because i care about tyrone alot and i dont think it would be fair for him to have to deal with something that happend to me a long time ago. my overweight is from depression he gives energy, like you can i feel i can do anything i just thought it would have been nice if i had a different feeling about my body i hate my