Comments | lovecharlie: Well i guess this [really] is growing up.

lovecharlie

Well i guess this [really] is growing up.

Nov 15, 2004 15:07

I'm disliking getting to the bottom of things I never asked to understand. I never wanted to realize that this state of mind existed. This state where I walk around in a constant battle against my own thoughts and petty struggles in my oh-so-important life. I don't think its morbid or pitiful to wish I had never been born. And I'm thinking it ( Read more... )

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thrsdyalk3_0 November 15 2004, 20:54:46 UTC

not all relationships are like that.
but some are.

you're right- some are. lovecharlie November 15 2004, 21:07:40 UTC

by no means are all relationships like that.
i'd respect the ones that last forever.
but thats impossible to witness.
so i've never seen them.
still, i have strong faith that they exist.

thrsdyalk3_0 November 15 2004, 21:09:56 UTC

I agree.
we can hope. :)

megan_adele November 15 2004, 23:27:31 UTC

you aren't alone. hi my name is meg.

awkwardgrace November 16 2004, 01:45:35 UTC

I have faith that that not all relationships are like that, and I think the only way you can find out for yourself is to forget what you've known and seen and set yourself up for it.

lovecharlie November 16 2004, 02:25:57 UTC

that wasn't in anyway a diss on every relationship. in all honesty im sure its just bitterness disguised as a strong opinion. i didn't mean offense to anyone. every negative thought or action in there is completely my fault and i'm happy for the real relationships and sympathetic toward the aforementioned.

awkwardgrace November 18 2004, 23:53:54 UTC

Oh, haha. I never thought it was a diss.
I'm pretty had to offend as well, so no fear.

Hey Annie... minorconcerns November 16 2004, 02:01:07 UTC

"and fighting and making up/fighting and making up, holidays together and ditching the world for each other. Then they're stuck with a world of pain that I won't even begin to describe when they realize that hey- that's not gonna cut it for the next sixty years."

Wow. As much as I hate to admit it, this comes quite close to describing what Travis & I were... Of course, the first four months were the best of my life, but by the time we started having problems our relationship problems did eclipse many of life's other problems. On the flip side however, we were able to help each other deal with/get through the rest of life's problems. Anyway, hang in there girl, some of this will pass (and hopefully much earlier than you think). --Rochelle

minorconcerns November 27 2004, 23:15:37 UTC

I know you might not get to read this... but i'm not thinking like that now. You're in our prayers, girl. So please be strong and pull through this Annie!!!

Please, God...