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[loveandbees]

What a night... Yesterday evening I embarrassed myself by having an attack of anxiety at choir, in front of my friend on whom I have a huge crush (well done Em). I ran outside and he followed me to make sure I was okay, and I stood there in tears, shaking like a leaf and unable to breathe. It was only a mild attack though so I calmed down as he

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[artful_wench]

Wow, what a day. On the upside, your crush following you out points out that he likes you, too. Otherwise he probably wouldn't have bothered. I hope you're doing better today.

[loveandbees]

Unlikely; he is nine years my senior, rather sensible, and very lovely.. ahhh. I am a nineteen-year-old fat crazy girl who drinks too much.

[artful_wench]

1) My husband is 8 years older than I am. The difference is not that big a deal.
2) You're a 19-year-old lovely, sensitive girl who is too fabulous.

[loveandbees]

Thank you, you're too sweet :3
I really don't think anything could ever happen ever ever, but I can dream.

[citrus00]

How are you doing today?

[loveandbees]

Thanks, I'm fine really; the anxiety is fading so I don't worry about the occasional attack. I'm just a little embarrassed that I went crazy in front of a friend, and that I actually fell asleep/passed out during choir.