wow i cant take this my dad and i started fighting tonight (im not myself) and he came in my computer room and asked me if i wanted to fight! my dad was about to go to his old ways and hit me!!! just then god came in.MY DAD PASTED OUT. ok i started going crazy!! my brother called 911!! i just wanna DIE!

Guys i dont know if i can do this! i cant make it though a hour let alone a half day of school tomorrow and i feel like i have no one! i feel like i have lost everything and everyone that has ever mattered to me! please today i have sat in my room crying and stareing at pill bottels and scissors! i need some one if i can have my ryan i need a ( Read more... )

Lord please give me the strengh to get though this!~!

Ryan i still love you and i cant say it enough, i dont want anyone else just you but we need this time apart to see if this is true!

in my heart ill alway hold the memories and i never wanna let them go! you made me happy,

ryan when i had the pill bottle to my mouth you where the one who ( Read more... )

well, let me fill you in! tonight my mom told me she had enough. enough of em "falling in love" she told me its not that she doesn't like him its how i act when i cant be with him. thats a bunch of BS! ok i love ryan and tonight the only thing i could do was end it! i figure if we both love each other as much as we say we do that in 49 days  (my ( Read more... )

I CANT TAKE IT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. RYAN IM NOT LEAVING YOU EVER!!!

Hey guys,

have you ever had one of those days when on your way hom eyou pray you get in a car crash? well i wish i owuld have tonight. i have nothing! my ryan is no longer mine! my mom once again forced me to do it! i have never loved anything in life more then ryan! and now look! i promised him on thing though that in 49 days (when im 18) if we ( Read more... )

     Hey Guys, Sorry its been so long! I've been so gosh darn busy (wow say all that in a gay sounding voice) well let me fill you all in since ive kinda been keeping to myself lately.

• Granny is in the hospital again ! Phemonpia (yeah i cant spell) ryan brought up a great point about her. i was upset that she is going to pass soon and he said ( Read more... )

Well, guys great job to all the people who performed yesterday, exspecaly Jessica, damn that girl has balls! she sounded awesome! well life has been so crazy latly and OMG its like 2:25 i have to work at 3! ill talk later tonight i love you all!
Lisa

hi all im working on my time cap. for socology and its really sad knowing that 1) ill be 18 a true adult in like 80 days 2) my high school no wait my school life is almost over with 3) Real world here i come!!!

001. spell your name: Lisa Elizabeth-Maire Shuryan ( Read more... )