Bad mind...bad!

[love_me_gentily]

Oh god...i'm thinking of him again. I thought it had all blown over but everytime i think of him or what he said i just want to scream, want to run away and forget....i feel so lonely. I just want to be cuddled and to be told everythings okay....but what's the point? No one understands me, or would think it would be stupid to be so upset over

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[lemon_bing_bong]

OMG! Lovely... your so beautiful. I know this is no consolation but if you were to put those words into a story... it's excellent. I hope everything works out for you. Your words made me cry I'm not kidding you. Please come talk to me if you need anything love... I'll be here. Be better.

-LBB

P.S. I miss you...

[love_me_gentily]

Thanks LB, lol you got story writting on the mind ^^

I miss you too, where you been?

[lemon_bing_bong]

Oh, you have no idea... Working, and school. I haven't had time to shave my damned legs... I went to Denver to try out for American Idol. I didn't make it but I did pretty well, and I had alot of fun. I really have neglected you haven't I? *hits self* I feel like a major asshole. Please come talk to me... or I'll go whore your LJ cuz you seem to sad for my cute lil LMG... I wasn't like trying to tell you that your story didn't touch me cuz it's not true. I'm saying that the emotion your feeling could be put to words, in a story... you know? Use that emotion in your life to write a story in a way to vent. I know exactly how you feel and this is the only way I can feel better is if I either write, draw, or sing... or kill someone... but that's illegal... XD Anyways! I'll stop biting your ear off! *kisses* I love ya kid!

Bing: Baby girl... *strips* your present...
Bong: OMG not again... *headdesk*
LBB: ^^;;

Hearts, Lemon Heads, and Loves from,
Lemon Bing Bong

[love_me_gentily]

Lol, that's great. What's american Idol? is it like modeling or singing or something? neglect me that bad, the whole world doesn't revolve around my sorry ass ^^ Oh i did that, but i dun wanna post it cause it's um...scary ^^' Yeah the only way i feel better is if i draw, sing or play the playstation....but i can't play that either cause my bishie (Yuri) from Shadow hearts too is SO gunna die at the end! And i can't take that loss right now! I'm keeping him alive as long as possible! He's my koibito! Mine! *cuddles Yuri*

Hehe loves ya too......um...bing....0.0.....X.X.....*collapse*

Alt: Hurrah! she's dead!
Me: no i ent! and it's Huzzah!
Alt:...hurrah
Me: Huzzah!

*bitch fight*

XD

[sunfire249]

Aww... Don't worry! We all still love you! It's true what they say, but do we always have to scrifice our happiness for someone elses? I mean, it's great and everything but you're not an saint (Not in the literal way at least ;)). You can't be expected to do all of these things and stuff you know?

But, if he's bugging you in this way is it truly love in that way? I don't mean to be a thorn in your side but.. If he truly HAD loved you, how and why should he make you feel this way? You know? If he or you can't be happy with being in each other's company then... They weren't the one for you.

So keep your chin up, and be proud, ok??? We love you, so don't run down on us yet, ok?

[love_me_gentily]

Yeh i know, i should just forget him...it's just so hard you know? He doesn't make me feel this way on purpose though...when he told me i acted like a didn't care...you should have seen the relief.....that's why i can't twll him how i feel now...he's been with he for over 8 monthes...i'm not going to ruin that, they're obviously working so i'll leave it.

Even talking about it is making me water....damn you emotions!

I'll be okay, dun worry

[sunfire249]

*Gives a deep stare* If you're SURE.

[love_me_gentily]

Hehe oh yah ^^