And if I stop ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing in forever, and it took me a minute to figure out how to post a new entry.  Strange how the only time I ever feel like writing I am upset about something, or completely elated.  Unfortunately, tonight I feel like shit.

I would write this out in a private journal, but I can never seem to re-read my handwriting, plus I ( Read more... )

--this was an e-mail my sister sent me, I figured it was worth posting.  : )

MAYA ANGELOU'S

BEST POEM EVER

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .

enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .

something perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams wants to see her ( Read more... )

I hate that the little things just piss me off.  I hate feeling like other people think certain things are okay with me when they are not.   It all upsets me a little too much and I am not ready to forgive, and I can gaurentee I will never forget.

on the upside, I talked w. my sister today and am making a trip down to Florida this March!!  Yayyy!  ( Read more... )

This is a good start to the new year.
The new year where I said everything would be different.
The new year where I was supposed to take risks and figure everything out.
Good or bad.

I wanted to make amends and find closure.

So far the only thing I have managed to change is the way certain people feel about me.  and that's not a good change.

I realized today I am missing so much more than antcipated I would. what the heck happend to make it all dissapear ( Read more... )

I am having a mental breakdown here and my psychiatrist is on a three week vacation in Chile ( Read more... )

I can not wait until Sunday.  After that, I no longer have to see any of the 40+ members of my amazing class that hate me ever again.  I love it ( Read more... )

I love Larry ( Read more... )

The parental unit canceled AOL before I had a chance to notify everyone & save my buddy list, so I now have a new screen name and no friends.

IM me:  Loha06

E-mail me:  Weezplz4@hotmail.com

THANKS!  :0)