Just got home. Home. That is where I am, I suppose. It's funny how much life has changed. Walking in the door trying to be as quiet as possible with a mostly full six pack and the last bag of stuff from my car I realized how completely different life is. I'm back in the real world. Bridgewater was a time in my life I always knew was fleeting ( Read more... )

Coming back from mass for the second time in like a week. Seeing my friends again was awesome...sleeping in a tent full of puddles and hanging out in the rain all day was great, as is the wonderful sinus infection I now have. The few hours I spent driving alone gave me a lot of time to reflect on things. The friends I have made at bridgewater ( Read more... )

stacey just informed me that it is illegal to throw away money.

what am i doing?!?!?!

why am i moving home?!

why!?

why?!

why'?!
why?!
why?!

goodbye

So many boxes left unpacked. The little fan rumbles ( Read more... )

The hecticness of the next two weeks is going to be unbelievable. I am going to be writing papers and doing homework forever...but it is crunch time. If I want to keep my GPA up and stay on deans list, which I do, then I will have to get my ass in gear. Plus I have transfering stuff to worry about and get done. THERE IS SOOOO MUCH TO DO!!!! It ( Read more... )

All day I was in a gloomy mood. I felt the pressure building up; the sadness closing in. I had this urge to go lay in the grass and watch the clouds. I pictured laying in the lush grass in front of beautiful Boyden, but when I walked over there, the wind was chilly and it just didn't feel right. I walked over to behind the commuter, but there ( Read more... )

Nothing is simple ( Read more... )

What a mess our lives turned out to be ( Read more... )

It's almost 11 on a friday night ( Read more... )

I knew it was a bad idea from the start. When you know that it never works out. So I am not surprised it did. I really need to stop being attracted to assholes with issues. Especially because I have so many issues myself ( Read more... )