alright i jus want to say to the people who read my last entry (has been deleted). it was friends only and i had a lil mental breakdown i guess u could call it (that's what Chris did). so i took a shower and read and wrote shit and calmed down a lot. so now i'm in a better mood again. i have a lot to do which means if any1 wants to do anything ( Read more... )

uhhh i cant member what i did yesterday after school really. all i remember now i talking to Dominika (sp?...and only b/c i jus read it in her LJ). i do remember kinda what i did last night. my mom brought my out and dropped me off with my friends at 6:45PM. we ate and then decided to come back to my house. they dropped me off at my house and then ( Read more... )

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sooo lately i have realized i have this new feeling. like a new "self confidence". although i still don't really like the way i look i really think of myself better. i find myself talking to a lot of new people and jus smiling. i feel like nothing can bring down my mood. i have new ways of thinking. i think about a situation and if it really is no ( Read more... )

ADVICE DO NOT get me started on the Silver Bay bullshit!! we all know it's bullshit!! EVERYONE DOES!! don't say shit until THE FUCKING POLICE or w/e SAY WHATS TRU OR WHATS NOT!! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP FUCKING LOSERS!!
alright, so 2day wasn't a bad day. i have no worries. accutally i do, but for sum reason they really didn't bother me 2day. i was in my ( Read more... )

alright i really don't understand u *insert name of "ex-friend here* anymore. i really thought i had u figured out...at least a lil. i really did consider u a friend. but then i tried to do sumthing nice for u and it all turned out a big mess and u blamed it on me. at first i was really pissed off and upset. b/c i have NEVER done anything like that ( Read more... )

i'm really hot. it's to hot out. i need to shower. i am over tired that i keep seeing black when i get up. i have to make a fone call (name shall rename un-named do to people probably getting mad at me).
i think that's about it. o yeah and Ted was here 2day <3!! hehe. TG (my "best friend") never called me and i am kinda upset about that, but o well ( Read more... )

Alright People...I do this about every week now. i get everything i have been saving 2gether. though i usually do it every Sat. or Sun. I was busy those days this weekend...so here it's Mon. now enjoy!!

( a bunch of stolen shit again )

ya know something, if i could have one wish, do u know what it would be
i would wish for people to stop making you unhappy.. cuz when you're happy, you smile and your smile is amazing

I <3 JESS!!!

Omg people act like lil fucking kids. It’s sooo fucking gay. Alright so 2day wasn’t my day and I jus want to fucking die…still. And now I am taking Anonymous comments off. If u go back about 2 entries u will see y. and I then I jus deleted one from the other day. I mean I would keep it on if people would fucking say their names, but nooo people are ( Read more... )