Oh please let this work.

I have spring break for the next 8 days :)
I finish student teaching in 26 days :)
I go to Key West with 10 awesome girls (only!) in 33 days :)
I graduate from college in 39 days :)

My life is no longer a series of boyfriends.

Much, much better.

This year I suffered through and ended an emotionally abusive relationship with an alcoholic.

I did so many things I could never have imagined myself doing.

I am ashamed of myself.

I want to be awash of the whole thing but it's a very vivid haunting.

The guy I want so dearly to try and love again is unavailable.

My friend Jerms is dead.

So Madison's two front teeth are loose.
And she tells me, "I have a six year molder!"
"What do you have?"
"A six year molder!"

She means molar.

And I feel terrible about my last post.

I am jealous of my boyfriend's daughter.
To the point of borderline resentment.

This is awful.

"So few come and don't go."

( Every girl should have songs like this sung to them. )

It sucks that it takes crises, big or small, for people to realize how good they have it.

In my case, I have the best Best Friend in the world. Her name is Amanda Rowe, and I love her. She makes my life way easier. She gives excellent perspective and I believe is the only person who is truly honest with me.
So here's to you, doll.

<3