It's true, I fall asleep easier after writing in this. So I think I will continue to do so.

Woke up with less difficulty, although getting out of bed was difficult, as it always is. The air is always so cold in the mornings, and my bed is so amazingly warm. It's so easy to drift, to dream in bed. To believe impossible things that are otherwise ( Read more... )

Woke up feeling crappy and cold.
Took a really hot, lovely shower and then put on a sweater. Didn't eat, couldn't eat.
Got picked up for school, odd story about getting driven to school. The whole situation makes me illogically uncomfortable.
Video in CI, and despite myself I took a nap. Then went to the library, read Bush's Second Inaugural (what a ( Read more... )

So the weekend. Friday at work was terrible, but I won't go into that.
Friday night was wonderful. Dev *coughjupitercough* and Di, fun-ness obviously ensued.
Saturday lunch with Dani, and then a concert at the Webster with Dev. Hoogs and co. was good, everyone was good, and then the headliner was GREAT. I love blues. It was freezing though. ( Read more... )

I wonder if anybody reads this thing anymore. I haven't updated in a while, but today I had a very strong urge to share my feelings with complete strangers via the internet. So complete strangers, if your reading this, please give a holler and let me know my desire was fulfilled.

Woke up, with difficulty. Another grumpy morning where mom and I don't ( Read more... )

Do any of you have the acoustic version of the song Memory by Sugarcult? If so, would you send it to me?
thank you.

if someone has it, would they be kind enough to send me the song Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol?

I'm afraid it's quite stuck in my head, and I would really love it.

thank you.

happy 2007 ( Read more... )

in roughly 24 hours and eight minutes it will be 2007. that's a lot to swallow.

welcome year I graduate in. welcome year I go to college in.

year I fall in love in? year I finally grow up in? who knows.

resolutions:

make people smile.

and.

be myself.

simple, right?

home always tastes the same.

I watched an estimated six hours of sailor moon while in the berkshires.

and I'm hungry.

but I'm scared to eat.

It's amazing how quickly you forget what the desire to be self-destructive is like.

It's amazing how quickly it can return. and out of nowhere.

::edit::
sailor moon is the man.
how would I look as a blonde? seriously ( Read more... )

::edit::
accepted into: binghamton university and northeastern university.

applications: done and sent.

term paper: completed and returned.

senior year: basically... done.

I believe the term we use here is "bitch please"