I think my favorite thing is when I'm trying to talk to you and I'm just ...ignored. Feels so good.

Today, I am drowning.

Lonely.

Why am I never invited? You do everything without me. Places I want to go to for the first time, you go with others first.

Why?

I miss having new photos of my Leila girl in my photos.

I'd give a kidney for a compliment at this point.

I need to find a hobby that puts me around people. So I can make him feel the hurt that he makes me feel all the time with his fucking secrets. I'm here, in his house, all day long all by myself while he's out having lunch and complimenting another woman. Where are my compliments? All the time I tell him how handsome and attractive I think he is ( Read more... )

Interesting that my guy can call another woman and her daughter "beauties" but never shows me the same courtesy.

When will he get it through his skull that she's "another woman"? Keeping it from me makes it lying... Almost like cheating.

What does a girl have to do to receive a compliment?

Just one...

I miss lightning and thunder.

I've been thinking about... I don't think I've ever, genuinely, been told I'm beautiful.

I don't think I've ever heard those words.

My insecurities have been showing up lately. I know why they've resurfaced. And I wish that ...they ... Would go away.

Fairweather friend.