Okie dokie.. I think its time for this all to be over with. I am sick of it cause I understand and realize that I have been totally retarded. (Yeah.. ok.. no I told you so's ok???) I am really sorry Emily for everything that has gone on. I see that I have been totally one sided in most of it. I never meant to land it all on you... Really.. just ( Read more... )

Ok its my turn to bitch, I think I am entitled. The only reason I did not tell you Emily that Manna was coming is because I knew it would start things. I didn't tell Manna either, she just found out by chance... Because I thought if neither knew it gave neither the oppertunity to leave. I didn't mean to hurt you by that... I just hoped that by ( Read more... )

Ahh, well its sunday and TOMORROW is my official b-day!! Lol. I got my nails painted yesterday... Its driving me nutters today. I only did it because Shayla needed volunteers. My fingure nails are red ish with sparklies and black dots (partly because of me) and my toes are whit with black and blue dots. they remind me of mints or something. Yeah, ( Read more... )

Well... its friday, only 3 hours till we have to be at the band hall on the way to the game.. I am so freaked out. though, not as much at last year at this time, because well that was our FIRST game ever. I think it will be ok, as long as all is good in the world of Lyssa. Well.. I still am not deffinant (sp!!!) about who is coming tonight.. and I ( Read more... )

Well, only one more day til the weekend!! To bad I have to MARCH on that one more day.... It sucks for me lol. Well there really isn't much to report.. Just another week of 'fun'. My b-day party is tomorrow thats always good, I dun't know how its going to go.. I see a big disaster in the mix, but screw it.. Its my party and.... I really don't want ( Read more... )

Ugg, we had to practice at the field today.. Wasn't to bad, just tiring and with MILLIONS of blood thirsty bugs!!! I was about to flippin murder Lejay, the ass.. Ever since we started marching.... I swear. Anyways... I don't know how you 'accidently' flash someone, but apparently it happens. And... have fun in that class Manda I know I shall be ( Read more... )

well today was not a good Alyssa day.. I have been grouchy all day long.. and I would rather not be, but... I just am. Its really sad about those kids... I can't imagine losing my brother and sisters on the same day.. No matter how stupid they are. I am really stressed about other things to.. but.. I don't think its LJ worthy to present. I am sorry ( Read more... )

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... I was bored so i thought I would come and type for a socond. Was up until nearly 1 on the phone last night, fun right? Lol... I am tired now, got up at like... Ehh 9 ish, was not happy in the slightest about that.. but what can you do? I only have ONE more day of freedom.. well until school again. But then again, monday... only a WEEK til I am ( Read more... )

Well, my first week of school is FINALLY over.. And.. I survived. I only have History for homework and its already in progress.. I hate high school lol. I got my schedule changed, I am in theater instead of BCIS.. its all good cause I have Eva, Kayla, Ceeanney, and Ashlie in there... But it also has Jake.. the only thing he did today was through ( Read more... )