a day i'd like to forget

[lostnconfused20]

Well its 3am and i officially cannot sleep cause my mind wont let me. Today has just been one of those days i want to be over with and just wish it never happened, and the sad part is i dont even know why... Its weird how in just a day i can go from ecstatic about everything to just confused and not knowing what to believe anymore. I honestly feel

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People are meant to confuse

[xcheersxdarlinx]

Yeah I'm not really sure what's happened in your situation, but it's true. Just when you think you've got everyone all figured out they turn around and do or say something nearly the complete opposite of what you expected and then you're just kind of left hurt and wondering what the hell just happened. People suck...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. You're a good person Jay, and it sucks that you're so far away and that things over here are upsetting you and stupid complicated life issues are getting you down. But you're gonna be ok and you'll be able to figure things out when you get home and everything will be better then. I love you! And whatever it is that's bothering you, just know that it'll pass and everything will be ok again. Women are stupid, complicated creatures put on this earth to confuse the hell out of men. Some of us are fat too... : )
*Col*

Re: People are meant to confuse

[lostnconfused20]

Hey, yeah im feeling alot better now cause i just figured alot of things out the past couple of days and i see who my real friends are now. I was just going thru something that was hurting me and im alot better now, titus was there for me to talk too and he's been a really good friend to me. I see now that sometimes it doesnt matter how good i am to someone and there aloud to make all the mistakes in the world but if i even doubt them on something then they just shut me out for good, lol does that make any sense to you?? Women confuse me but its all good, its a learning experience and i dont regret anything but im kinda glad this happened cause it just makes me see that i dont need that in my life when i got so many other people out there that care for me. Lol i will continue my quest to figure out women when i get home in 10 months but for now being 7,124 miles away from home i think ill just take it easy and just concentrate on what im doing here so i can come home safe back to all of you guys. So far i think she is the only person