Im really happy i got to see ryan today! (*(smiles)*)

Everytime i think it's over
                             Everytime i smile..
                             You come back
                             To fuck up my life...

The ring is still on...
(*( and im still ( Read more... )

                                   ... Slow and steady rush baby isnt that what loves suppose to be?

Got into an arguement with Kord. :/
I hate fighting with people.. someone all ways gets hurt!
Then everyone feels like shit.
Well the day started off with a tree through the roof!
That was fun.. firemen everywhere.. ahh!
Now we've got the hole rain and ( Read more... )

well this day went well.. ew! (*( confusion )*) me and kord got into a fight... you know i just want people to be happy! is that tooo much to ask for? (*( obviously )*) so me and ryan talked, and i made him late to work :/  he came to visit me at 7eleven .. for about 10 minutes. (*( enough )*) that made my day. i was feeling soooo shitty and he ( Read more... )

TEARS OF THE SUFFERING
Lyrics by: Brandon

I feel like i'm such a burden
                                            I feel like i'm always ignored
                                            FUck everything you told me
                                            FUck everything that you are
                   ( Read more... )

The day had already begun before you held my hand
Everything ended in a moment
The world stopped spinning , i stopped breathing

I had to go, i had to say Goodbye

Oh but we stood there
         I starred at you, trying to remember
              Not letting the day slip away
         Waiting for something to happen
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i've found someone i can be myself around! i dont have to worry about covering anything up (*(ryan)*) when i hang out with him i forget about EVERYTHING and EVERYONE!! it's like the world is ours. he is by far the (*(sweetest)*) guy i know!! it's sooo precious!! it's just really cool to be around him! and all my friends (*(soo far)*) like him!! ( Read more... )

holy god!! today was the BEST day soooo far. i LOVED it. ok so i wake Ryan up at 7am         (*(oppps)*) and he comes to get me at like 8! so we're driving and im like "let's go to Mt. Trashmore" (*(empty)*) it was fun tho. going up the hill... watching the kids at the skate park ;) ... sooo then we drive all the way out to Greenbrier... (*(hotttt) ( Read more... )

woooorrrrd. im sooooo HAPPY!!! i get to chill with Ryan (*(mmm mmm mmm)*) and his band (*(nothing sacred)*)

SKEET SKEET

(*(i wrote him a song.. :/)*)

<3eLARGEaBOOBs<3

mmmm i deff spent loonnnggg times w/ chelsea<3! it was loads of fun. we beached it the other day
(*(with AmAy)*) and she took pictures of the 'sites' hahaa.. i started talking to this kid ryan (*( from Nothing Sacred)*) he's extremely nice..(*(pretty)*) and he's just really cool to hang out with. he makes me smile :) mmm and i think my dad's pretty ( Read more... )

Let's see.. this summers been GREAT! (*(no)*) I dont know where to begin.. or if i should begin. Kord broke up w/ me tuesday night..not to stoked about that. Thank god for andy!! He's been an extreme sweetheart. (*(cutie)*) I dont know how i'd deal w/ this w/out him. I feel kinda bad though.. i made him stay up and talk to me till 5 in the morning ( Read more... )