3 am again. i always to catch up with myself around this time. sit for awhile, take a few drinks, maybe some hits, throw in a few jokes and end wrapping up the mind-numbing numbers of the statistics today. i think too much, too often. which then leads me staying up too late, too often. again, making me resort to writing with too little substance, ( Read more... )

so months have passed since i stopped by this place. not a lot has changed. people are still confused and unsatisfied with their day-to-day and are constantly looking for that solution at the end of that dark road. im no different. i just took a look at everything. from the first post to what could have been potentially my last and well, fuck, its ( Read more... )

these words are a nightmare come true. i mean them with every fiber of my being and they stream from the very depths of my heart, but they fill me with such terror. its what i am and what i am made up of and to see them out in the open is like watching my own blood drip from a cut i have caused. i am scared of these letters, that make up these ( Read more... )

Today has been an amazing day and no one can take away from it! Life always seems to come around and Im not letting this one get past me.

Im happy again and its all thanks to you...

today marks a month sober. instead of getting easier its getting more difficult to resist the temptation, but this is a conviction i have put upon myself and i will see it through.

WARNING: For your own safety, resist from offering. Content comes out swinging.

i wish to give you up. you are the one ghost that continues to come back to haunt me and i cannot escape. a ghost of flesh and blood and splendor. you are an unwanted visitor that i will accept with open arms. your transparent soul is the best of company. although your mind is not always present, i know a heart exists. i hear it beat, a morse code ( Read more... )

its been brought to my attention how many people think my entries depressing ( Read more... )

one of the most amazing nights of my life occurred on tuesday. it was my first day working at air expressions (tiny shop next to sears at fashion square mall) and i was bored as hell as are all the employees there. i decide to put in the make or break demo to spice shit up. a few minutes after i pop it in a customer comes in that looks extremely ( Read more... )

i dont understand how we humans continue to stand after such strong of an emotion eats us up inside. it burns deep within and the last thing i wish to do is stand on my own two feet and look towards the heavens. i am being beckoned to return but my souls begs me to stay. with all of my being i wish to go back but i just cant. she was my all. now in ( Read more... )

ROCK THE WORLD MOTHAFUCKAS CUZ YOU ONLY HAVE ONE CHANCE TO DO IT!

LIFE HAS NO MEANING; ITS EXACTLY WHAT YOU MAKE IT...

GOD CREATED THE WORLD IN SIX DAYS. HE THEN SAID "THE SHITS GOOD! IM DONE. THE WORLD IS AMAZING! IM OUT! IM GONNA TAKE MY DAY OF REST AND SEE YOU BITCHES ON ARMAGEDDON!"

WAKKA WAKKA. EAT IT UP!