Thoughts...

[lost_yet_here]

all i want to do is die....everything is going wrong....i hold the blade to my wrist,think wether to cut and have everyone hate me....or not...btu then i think if it would be better for everyone to hate me...wouldnt it be easier for me to leave this fucked up wasted life....no1 needs to deal with my shit....im sorry everyone....

Comments

[xfreaky_grlx69]

the blade to your wrist???what about all this no cutting shit?!?and ppl dont hate you.. u just think that bcuz they r mad at u or w/e u did that they hate you..just becuz someone is mad doesnt mean they hate you!you have to think about things before you say them and if they r not going to be said then u eed to think b4 u assume..your smart ashley!! im not kidding!! and your an awesome person.. ur funny, kind, sociable, hot, outgoing,, and i could go on and on but u get the point-i hope-ppl dont.shouldnt hate you and if they do then it is their own damn loss.i love you ashley and i always will and always have..i hate seeing/hearing you think this shit..ur too good for it!

[lost_yet_here]

wat about all the no cutting shit...? i didnt cut,it was how i was feeling....ppl dnt understand my journal entried when im depressed so there really isnt any point in trying to explain,but ya,thanx for ur positive comments about me,and ur right about not caring if other ppl hate me or w/e.but ya,i wanted to make my point and that is...i did not cut.u can even check my wrists,i didnt cut at all.i have self control right now.