I just remembered about my dream. To make a very long dream short, i dreamed that mike was trying to kill me. I was soooo scared!

today I went and watched christy and her gang film. it was fun. im never gonna be an actress. as much as i like for it to happen, "tain't never gonna be nuffin which a-kin werk that merakle."

ive been writing a lot today. Nothing to do. I should do my homework that I neglected to turn in last week. I've never, ever done that. Sad. That I haven't done it, I mean. Yesterday I went to the movies by myself. THat is very sad, too. And i had to walk there because no one would take me. My life is...very... urgh. 12 is a dumb age. I ( Read more... )

I just realized that this thing doesn't even state my name.
It's Emily Black, by the way
Or CHet
Or par

fly away, o fly away my zephyr, one more kiss and it's gone forever
the purple emblem fades away
cuz im just quiet and mild/scared as a child/trying to find my way/running blindly thru this maze-Called Life!
everything is changing/and nothing stays the same/y does the f***ed up world have to be this way?
indulge yourself in the lies i'm living in

Today I went to play practice. I was tired and thirsty. I look like a hick in my cowgirl outfit. How fitting. A hick in Hickville.

Life is so strange. I can't grasp just what it is. That is still waaaay beyond me. Though I may look like just a little twelve year old, I am much more. Suffice to say, it rarely shows.

I'm tired. So tired.

I don't ( Read more... )

The dance was so much fun! i guess. At first no one was dancing, then people started and that was fun. and chris started dancing with this one girl and i felt sick. At the last dance, a slow one, i asked him to dance, and he said yes!!!!! I liked his arms on me, but he was looking everywhere but at me. Major uncomfortable. I got my dance. And ( Read more... )

ok, please, no one comment on that last entry. it was stupid, i know!!!!!

gotta do my screwed fairy tale. joy. i like chris. and i was talking on msn, and i almost said i love him. how stupid is that? im going ditz. like, i know its impossible to love someone in middle school unless they're your close friend and it's like, friend-love. i just like chris. thats all i have to say. (actually i only wrote that whole thing ( Read more... )

So this is my very first entry. Thats life. Please people, dont tease me about anything i say here. Just representin'. I have a truckload of homework...yeah, thats right, a truckload. I'm new at this whole journal thing, and this whole recording your feelings thing. I'm probably going to cringe someday when I see these words. YAI!! I gotta ( Read more... )