today is homecoming, last night was the game.. didnt go to it, wont be going to homecoming either. lovely, right? my mother decided that she would ruin my life by not letting me do anything whatsoever and constantly lecturing me, saying the same things over and over, etc. i hope everyone has fun tonight..have fun for me? lol. oh well, im sure i ( Read more... )

coming down is the worst.. i hate it. but i have to get myself in gear, seriously, i feel something coming on.. and i Always say that i will get it togetehr, but i really.. Really need to for once in my life i need to do things for myself instead of trying to rely on everyone else. one day i will have to life on my own so i better start facing ( Read more... )

once again, this bullshit was stupid.. but at least we got a day off from school. this friday i went to Samsula with lyndsey carrie and robyn.. lyndsey got Soo fuckin drunk, it was crazy [so did carrie] i got sick of the people there so we were heading home and we passed eric wydners cause he lives right on saxon.. i saw that people were there so i ( Read more... )

well, heres a recap of what ive done since the last time i wrote ( Read more... )

Ahh.. its been a while, so i guess ill fill in a litte ( Read more... )

well, yesterday wasnt too good. it all started in 3rd period, me and lacey left school for 3rd and got pretty drunk.. came back after school to bring carrie to golf. then i get a call from my dad saying come home now, blah blah. anyways.. i got yelled at and pretty much cut off from everything because i dont want to play golf.. how hott is that? ( Read more... )

i just got back from ormond with robyn and katie.. last night was pretty fun. we went to jamie mckenzies house for a lil while but i had to be home at 12 so it was kinda dumb. we were gunna go to lances house, too.. but i dont know what happened? time seemed to have flew by and before we knew it, it was 12:40 and i was in trouble for breaking ( Read more... )

why is truth so hard to find in this world?

im constantly searching for that person..i dont know where ill find him, but hopefully it will be soon.

wow. what an eventful night..it was an early night for me, i started drinking at about 8:30. i went to the game with katie, sam, alexis, and faith, but it was really boring so me and katie went to rickys house and started drinking.. when he wasnt there.. lol. we stayed there for a little while and i got realllyyy drunk it seemed like it all ( Read more... )

i was 8 years old ( Read more... )