wtf i hate people that dont let you have any self pity... its like if something bad happens to you as remote as it may be you should be permitted a little bit of time to feel bad for yourself.... i understand that so many people have it worst but everyone should have a little bit of self pity.... so what if all that happened is that my ancle is ( Read more... )

You are Toilet Paper.


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true friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there...(my dearest mach ( Read more... )

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so, the new year has begun and i have yet to sleep.... last night was entertaining enough and i feel extremely tired but almost refreshed... i need to get a new journal today.....my last one is completely filled... filled with the tragedies and harsh realities of my existence, my past existence.... damn, i hope life is better this year, at least it ( Read more... )

well now that i have an AIM i suppose that i should have some people to talk to so holla back with your sn.... if you want
bcuzimblonde24 is mine

im alienating her... no im not, im just trying ot keep her out of my life as much as possible..... she upsets me so much all of the time and i just cant stand her anymore.....shes just such a horrible person and theres nothing i can do to change her... damn i hate everyone.... im sick of being such an alien myself....i wish i could just disappear ( Read more... )

to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked.. when youre down
to feel like youve been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no ones there to save you
no you dont know what its like
welcome to my life

sad but true....except i may have found my temporary savior

i hate her.... i hate how judgemental she is... its makes me sick to my stomach but theres nothing i can do to change her.... why does she have to be this way?