so amazingly enough, the emotional breakdown that i had forcasted never came. i was just put into a shitty mood for two days. and i apologize to everyone that had to deal with me...i'm sorry. anywho...kyle broke up with wes and then had sex with bruce. kyle rostan is my hero. really...he is. now he's pretty much living with me...yay! i've ( Read more... )

i feel my next emotional breakdown coming on hard. tick...tick... it's like there is acid boiling through my veins and i want to explode it out of me. my blood is boiling and i become a bomb ready to detonate. in order to prevent myself from dropping over, which wire do i cut?

so tonight was crazy, and i have no idea where to begin. i was put into a position i don't enjoy being in, but in the end, i guess i enjoyed it because i am always here to help and listen...and i finally think i understand my friendship with kyle, and that makes me smile...and be happy.

Another catastrophic event has occured in my life wahoo. ugh it has just been a shitty day...but hearing from a friend from atown whom i haven't talked to in a really long ass time made me feel better...slightly, well maybe a little more than slightly. finals are around the corner and everyone and everything is just going nuts! agh, i hate ( Read more... )

went skipping about...and that was the beginning of fairies ( Read more... )

i have had a very stressful and sleepless weekend. BUT I HAVEN'T BEEN HAPPIER! today was my sister's bridal shower and i had an amazing time. it was a lot of fun and she got a lot of really cool things, i'm just excited because i get all of her old shit now for my apartment/house. ahhh i really don't want to go back to pittsburgh tomorrow :'( ( Read more... )

ah i am so exhausted, but i am so happy! i love being home. maybe i'll get more in depth and deep dark and personal later. right now i need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppppppp...goodnight my readers

i am kind of at a hiatus...i so cannot wait to go home! i am excited to see my family, my dogs, and just be at my house. i am so tired of being here i can't wait to just get away. being at tim's house did hold me off until today, but the fact that in less than 18 hours, i will be home! ahhh i wanna go home!

THIS DAY SUCKS! but happy birthday lori!

so, my aunt and uncle and 2 cousins that live in squirell hill went to my house this past weekend for easter, and didn't take me, fuckers, BUT! my mom sent me a huge bag filled with leftovers, an easter basket and drugs (i'm sick) ahh i had the best dinner in weeks! and it got me to thinking, this past week i have missed my family soooo much! ( Read more... )