I'm so behind in everything and I'm so disappointed in myself. I found out that I'm borderline failing Calculus and my mom is really upset with me. I've decided I'm going to focus on my studies more, so if I'm withdrawn from everyone for a couple of days, you know why. I'm not mad at anyone or anything, I just need to change my attitude towards a ( Read more... )

well, i thought i was okay, but i guess im not. i hate it all. why do they have to do this to me?! i had one of those "best friend talks" with cheryl yesterday, so hopefully i'll be alright.

The lockin was okay. I had more fun last year, but it was still worth it, I guess. It completely DIED around 3 or 4 so it sucked, but thats what usually happens. I lost the chugging contest. :( But I made the best puke scene.. And I actually finished my gallon, so I'm happy ( Read more... )

This weekend was so much fun...except for part of today, but I'll get to that. I spent the weekend at Kristian's house, which was so much fun. Friday, Kristian, William, Felicia, and I went and saw Skeleton Key, which scared the shit out of me. It wasn't so much scary as freaky but I also had a little bit of somethin...mmhmm. Then after the movie, ( Read more... )

My greatest fear right now is growing up and having to leave high school. I want to leave more than anything, but just the thought of being on my own scares me to death.

What's your greatest fear?

Today was alot of fun. All of my classes, we'll most of them, are pretty cool. I'm really not looking forward to speech but I'll live ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so sad. I had to take senior pictures and it was the last day of summer band. FOREVER!! There is no next year for me. I don't want to grow up and leave. I think I should fail so I stay longer..but that would hurt my GPA so, I don't think I'll do that ( Read more... )

STILL UP!! But I'm considering going to sleep...:( I need to anyway.

I'm still up..but I think I'm the only one.

I haven't updated in awhile, so I'm just letting you know I'm still alive. I'm at Amanda's house, and she's sleeping, so I'm playing online until she wakes up. I might never go to sleep.. Why isn't anyone online? Gosh! Well, today I didn't do much. Cleaned a lot then band practice at 5. We got out early 'cause it got rained out..(Luci, you missed ( Read more... )