:( Poor Lel..... I wish i could have been online more yesterday, then i could have talked with you until your monitor exploded from too much text and your keyboard started smoking from all the typing. Next time you feel lonely even if i am not online, remember that there is someone out there who loves talking to you, and if you ever feel really really lonely you can always call or text me at 256 577 4203, and i promise to at least text you back if i cant talk right then! Try to make some fun time for just you, and hopefully talk to you later tonight! :)
I really didnt mean to sound like I'm whining.. I really find myself sometimes just needing to talk with someone... last night was one of those times *shrug* I just cant explain it except that sometimes I am socially dependant :P
I have been busy with working on stuff today... i am sorry if you were left to wonder why i was logged in all day to aim and not saying diddly... I saw you were idle and pondered to talk, but i was worried I would get distracted from working----- (I found today out I had to RE-re-make the board that has to be sent tonight)... I keep getting beat over the head with this stupid project.
I'll try not to make a pest of myself, but I will have to give you a call sometime. Thanks!... it really means a lot. My cell is 937 367 4902 if I can ever be there for ya as well..
Reading your message put a smile on my face. Thank you again.
I know exactly how you feel. Plus, even worse, with the house project going on for the last two years, I haven't had time to get out and try to socialize. Even worse because many of the local people I thought were my friends have turned out not to be (they're looking for something to do, not for friends).
(they're looking for something to do, not for friends). yeah... and thats a distinction that is very strong when you need someone. I have felt kinda mentally weak of late because I am so sick of working... Its the feeling you get when you may remember from being a kid and having to stay behind while all your friends are out playing... Yes I have been taking time.. but the time I take isnt really all that quality because I keep thinking about the project even when I am not doing it! grrr...
*HUGS* I hope you know that when I get a chance... I'll be visiting ya... we'll have some fun even if we arnt doing anything at all.
Only regarding the topic of geekdom: I really don't think it's your age. I think it's the world in recent years. Hell, I'm only relatively a short number of years removed from high school, and I already am completely out of touch with what's "hot" today. I'm almost 25...but I feel like I'm 64 from a social standpoint..I'm tired, frustrated, stubborn, bitter, and sick of "the kids on my lawn", so to speak.
I've come to the conclusion that there isn't anything worth catching up on in the world though...because it keeps clicking through to the next 'hot item' faster every day..there's just no point in it anymore, no one (as a society) holds onto anything. The world, or at least America, seems to be getting a serious case of ADD mixed with Schizophrenia and Paranoia.
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*HUGS* yes... i'd say you can stake a claim of understanding. Hope that work wasnt too bad on you :/
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I really didnt mean to sound like I'm whining.. I really find myself sometimes just needing to talk with someone... last night was one of those times *shrug* I just cant explain it except that sometimes I am socially dependant :P
I have been busy with working on stuff today... i am sorry if you were left to wonder why i was logged in all day to aim and not saying diddly... I saw you were idle and pondered to talk, but i was worried I would get distracted from working----- (I found today out I had to RE-re-make the board that has to be sent tonight)... I keep getting beat over the head with this stupid project.
I'll try not to make a pest of myself, but I will have to give you a call sometime. Thanks!... it really means a lot. My cell is 937 367 4902 if I can ever be there for ya as well..
Reading your message put a smile on my face. Thank you again.
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yeah... and thats a distinction that is very strong when you need someone. I have felt kinda mentally weak of late because I am so sick of working... Its the feeling you get when you may remember from being a kid and having to stay behind while all your friends are out playing... Yes I have been taking time.. but the time I take isnt really all that quality because I keep thinking about the project even when I am not doing it! grrr...
*HUGS* I hope you know that when I get a chance... I'll be visiting ya... we'll have some fun even if we arnt doing anything at all.
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I've come to the conclusion that there isn't anything worth catching up on in the world though...because it keeps clicking through to the next 'hot item' faster every day..there's just no point in it anymore, no one (as a society) holds onto anything. The world, or at least America, seems to be getting a serious case of ADD mixed with Schizophrenia and Paranoia.
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