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andrew_angel in lords_of_war

Sleeping with the enemy

Mar 11, 2011 19:51

I don't like this, but it is my job. Lucifer has crossed a line this time. We know it was his blood used in the attack on Dan and the murder of Lucia. I grab what I need from my desk and slip into the ether finding him in Hell.

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t0m3k_s March 20 2011, 01:08:44 UTC

I walk around Michael looking at my handy work. Jared living way out here has given me all the privacy and all the time I want. I've been a sneaky boy getting this all ready, keeping it secret, all that preperation. Even he did not suspect what I was up to ( ... )

andrew_angel March 20 2011, 22:56:14 UTC

I furrow my brow and look at him and Stan. "All Thomas knew was Lucifer wants freedom. Why else would he if not for you Andrew?"

I clench my teeth and try to ignore the beating of my heart and the ache so deep there. Lucifer does not enjoy who he is, the darkness consumes him, drives his actions. But he has held onto his hate of the maker for so long.... but now, now he knows love.

I look down and shake my head, "No other."

det_anderson March 20 2011, 23:09:47 UTC

I shake my head and look at Stan. I can fully understand where Lucifer is coming from but...

I don't want to have to lay down the law with Andrew but I have no choice. "We can't let him keep on this path Andrew. I don't know what exactly he is up to but when it involves all this death and mayhem he has to be stopped. What's he going to do next?"

andrew_angel March 20 2011, 23:17:01 UTC

"I will have to talk to him. He is already unhappy with me, might as well dig my own grave," I look up at their widen eyes, "so to speak."

I am sure I will find him in Hell venting his anger on some soul. I wish I could just go home, slip into bed with angel Lucifer and feel his arms around me and forget about today. Perhaps he wishes that as well. Damn.

"If I am no longer needed..."

They shake their heads no and I slip into the ether and search for Lucifer.

lu_cif_er March 20 2011, 23:34:03 UTC

I stand in what was once my refuge, my home. Gone is the vista of white cloud, the soft plushness of the carpet underneath my feet and the peacefulness. All have left to be replaced by iron bars for windows beyond which there is now blackness as far as my eye can see, and nothing but cold stone underfoot.

It has become how I feel. A prison.

I grab the bars and rest my head on their coolness as I glare out into that empty dark space. I think of my next target and my mind rests on the fallen one. With Didymus unable to help me now I must find another way. The fallen one has fell before for love. Love can be his undoing again. Just as it is mine.

andrew_angel March 20 2011, 23:39:59 UTC

I find him at him, but it is not the way I love it. It is his jail apparently. I take a deep breath and move to him, "Lucifer... before you say anything I need you to know I love you. I accepted you for who and what you were many, many years ago."

Stepping closer I place my hand on his shoulder, "Please, no more. I will have to fight you for something I want as well. It breaks my heart, just as it does yours."

lu_cif_er March 20 2011, 23:56:50 UTC

I briefly close my eyes at the feel of his hand on my shoulder but then I open them and see where I still am.

I cut my eyes to his. "Then as you have stated we are going to fight." I lift my head from the bars and bang them with my fists in anger. "If love is not worth fighting for then what is!"

I shrug his hand off me and move away from him. "Concentrate on doing your job Andrew. You made it quite clear it is important to you." I turn and glare at him. "Be gone and let me do mine."

andrew_angel March 20 2011, 23:59:52 UTC

"If you wish to banish me then why continue with this?? If you know I will fight then why?!"

He is not the only one hurt and angered! I move to him and holler, "If I could take the darkness from you I would, gladly! What you do in Hell goes against my very nature, but I love you!"

lu_cif_er March 21 2011, 00:21:12 UTC

I growl at him and gesture to what surrounds us. "You would have me live in this for eternity! To be tortured and punished." I stalk away from him in anger. "You are free Andrew, you do not know what it is like!"

I round on him. "You walk his earth at will. I cannot! His darkness pulls me back down! What else am I supposed to do but what my heart tells me!"

I stride back to him and growl in his face. "If you can love me through all this then you will love me when I do what I need to be free."

andrew_angel March 21 2011, 00:31:12 UTC

"You will be hunted down and prosecuted! How is that free?!"

I understand what he wants, and God help me, I want it too! But we know it can not be, not this way!

lu_cif_er March 21 2011, 00:38:46 UTC

I sneer at him. "I am Lucifer. They cannot prosecute me for I am not the one doing the deed. I cannot commit the sin."

I smile. "I put the play in motion, the rest is free will Andrew. I just bring out what is within. What they are capable of. That is my job. One he gave to me. Let him bask in the glory of how well I perform!"

andrew_angel March 21 2011, 00:42:14 UTC

I think about what he says. He is right... he would be - free. I look at him and for a moment I let myself think about what it would be like... my heart soars and I breath in a stuttered breath.

Reaching up I caress his face my eyes giving away my thoughts I am sure. I lean into him placing my head on his shoulder and close my eyes needing to feel his arms around me - to take it all away if only for a moment and let me dream.

lu_cif_er March 21 2011, 01:01:42 UTC

I see it in his eyes, the corruption, that is my doing. To see that from his eyes makes my heart ache. He needs to stay pure of this.

I bring my arms around him and hold him tight savouring the last I will feel of him for a while. "I love you Andrew." I close my eyes and breath in his smell as I rest my head down on his.

Then I move my hands and take his shoulders pushing him away from me. "I banish you." I shove him through the darkness away from me back to his world and close mine to him, locking him out."

andrew_angel March 21 2011, 01:11:07 UTC

"NO!"

I stumble back into my office at the Order. No, no please NO! "LUCIFER!"

I try to sense him, I enter the ether, but he isn't there... he has locked me out! "LUCIFER PLEASE!"

Nothing, nothing. I fall from the ether onto the floor in my office sobbing, begging him not to banish me. After all this time I waited for him, he finally loved me now... I would have him the way he is now instead of not at all!

Sobbing I lie my head to the floor knowing until he finishes someone I will not have him. I have to fight against him now - I can't, I can not.

"Lucifer, please... I love you, I need you..."

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