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I am here to tell you all that it is nice to have a christmas with my slave.  Eve treats me well and we are almost always in cuddle mode which makes everyone sick.  I want to do more for her and soon I am going to.  I am not sure how but things are going to change very soon.  I wish you all a good holiday and everyone let's start the year off with ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I feel I do not know what to do.  I have been trying to make Eve happy and I just do not know where I am falling short.  I want her to feel secure and want her to smile genuinely.  Somehow though I fail her at that.  I had her very happy for a few moments and then, just like that,  it was gone.  I will try harder and hopefully we will ( Read more... )

 I want to do more.  I know that I can do more.  I just need to get myself out of the cycle I constantly put myself in.  It is the same thing all the time I am up for a day or two and then nothing for weeks.  I have to break this cycle.  I have more to do now than think of myself.  I have to get out from my own bad habits.  I always say we can do ( Read more... )

Why do people have to ruin something that could be fun?  I have a game I play on-line.  I have enough of a life that I cannot be on 24/7 so those losers have to ruin it for someone who has an idea he could have fun.  It is annoying to see people that are just out to make life miserable for other because they do not have one of their own.  Oh well I ( Read more... )

My last day off with Eve was the best I had in a a while.  We have good days, but this was special.  We do not get too many days off together since we both work retail.  I got to be with her all day and she was smiling so much that it was perfect.  It was nice to not worry about anything but us for the day.  The events of the day went quite ( Read more... )

 I have always taken my time to do things.  I have not ever taken care of anyone but myself.  I get my times where I am feed up and just go crazy fixing everything.  Now it is different I have to be ahead of the cure I have to take care of everything before it becomes a problem.  I know that when i have taken care of the things holding me down now ( Read more... )

To love is to expose yourself to someone and hope they do not take you at your most vulnerable.  It is something delicate and personal for everyone.  It seems to me that some people misunderstand that.  There are layers we place on everyone around us.  At work we are one way while we are different with our friends.  A lover though sees us in our ( Read more... )