hope, pray, wait
anonymous
March 21 2005, 01:06:06 UTC
yea, i couldn't agree more with this entry. hopefully things'll change sooner than later because i don't know how much more "george" can take of this. it hurts ALOT and it's eating him up inside day after day. god, the pain is indescribable. i wish the best for "george" because i've noticed he's loosing sleep over all of this too with all the stress that he's enduring. you can see it in his eyes. he's constantly tired, unmotivated, and hurt deep inside. it kills him to see "marie" and "cronic" together. it's like they have their own special world together, a world that won't accept "george." he's been bitting his tongue soo much latley, it's turning raw, literally. he's wants to scream at the top of his lungs everytime he sees the way "marie" and "cronic" hold each other, laugh together, and talk to each other. it's unfair and sad to say the least. i know it just kills "george" inside because he wishes that he and "marie" could share the same bond as she does with "cronic," but he can't. it would seem as if he's been denied any access
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well marie really does not know what to do yes she is still in love with cronic. but she really does not know what to do. she feels like she is being torn into because marie knows that both boys love her and she just does not know what to do. marie does know that she does love both of them btu she also thinks that she jumped into a new relationship a little to fast, but she is willing to try to make things work the way there are but marie thins that if someone has a problem with something then he should just go and talk to marie, even though marie has talked to george about things and he said that everthing was ok but marie guesses that she was wrong about everything. marie does not want to hurt george but she also does not like to come home to see cronic cry every night and even sometimes during the day. marie knows what cronic needs and what he wants. marie is really happy hanging out and really moved when she is with george but george does not do some of the things that cronic does for her. like when they sleep in the same bed
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marie is now really up set and she does not know what she should do about george and cronic but she will think about it on the long ass car ride that she is about to go on. --revenge--
i am sorry if i am hurting people but i just move into relationships really fast and i think that, that is my problem i just hope and pray that the next guy that i am with will be the one that i am looking for but that is not true, every relationship that i have been in except one, i was devoted to i have given up a lot of things to make my relationships work and i do not think that i should have to do that in my first relationship i lots my family and i never hung out wit any of my friends and i did not talk to that erson until a year later and i am still i love with him too jus like i still am with my ex. i do not want to have to lose another friend that i trust because of what i d but i also do not want to lose the person that i am dating now but if that person is to scared to talk to me than there will be problems in this relationship too and i do not want that. if there is something tha is brothing this person than they need to come and talk to me and to be scared because there is no reason why they should be scared because i
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I Love them Guys... ALL OF THEM.. Even the ones i barely know. ive recently got the "Nicknames" Figured out Becasue Marie Told me.) i love that girl!) I know it doesnt really matter what i think because shit im just Amanda. No Nicknames or anything just "Amanda", But George has been a part of my family for a number of years, and i FEEL like Marie has to. And i dont want anyone to be unhappy, i want the best for ALL.. But i hope everything goes good between the two of them, becasue i see the glow between them and it makes me somewhat happy to see them togther,even though i was the LAST one to know. (SHIT HEADS!) Marie, You are the coolest in the entire world. n i love hangin out with you to, N i prolly will call ya someday for you to come get me for we can hang out n chill. Cuz i AM the shit... but yeah guess ill go, becasue i really have no say. Bye Hope everything goes good. Time for a Cancer Stick (cigarette)... Buhbye
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Love ya.
....:::Amanda:::....
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