The Artist and the Ophthalmologist

May 13, 2005 19:55

I received a phone call about fifteen minutes ago and I immediately realized I fucked up really bad. For the first time in a long time I was speechless. I wanted to say everything and nothing. I don’t know how I should feel or rather I do know how I should feel but am afraid to. I need to stop saying I don’t care, when I know and she knows I do. ( Read more... )

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looks_like_gus May 14 2005, 16:25:05 UTC
I've been listening to the spill canvas cd non stop since you gave a copy of it yesterday. I'll tell you more about this phone call thing on Monday. I hope your day with Bryce goes well today.

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rebma_30 May 14 2005, 05:14:07 UTC
like the person above who I don't know...I fucking love the spill canvas...

I love you steve!!!

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baggytrousers May 14 2005, 06:06:52 UTC
my friends band played with the spill canvas awhile ago.

and you remind me way too much of me sometimes.its crazy.

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dancin_fanson May 14 2005, 14:02:23 UTC
hahaha

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magnoliajane May 14 2005, 18:44:20 UTC
ok...so steve, i don't know the situation that well nor do i know you that well...but i hate to see people miss opportunities because they don't want to get hurt or are scared or something. i think if you want to call her or know you should call her...then do it! it's a leap...and it's scary...but something good could happen. and at least you know you did something. and maybe you'll be proud of yourself for it, even if it doesn't work out. i would be.

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aquiescense May 16 2005, 02:36:59 UTC
So- Of course, you'll get the inside scoop from me. Beth is pretty disappointed that you canceled something you guys were planning on for two weeks. She was just disappointed in general. If you want some advice, take her out for coffee, tell her everything, and accept what she says. Its only a suggestion, but an apology for the canceling part might be good.

P.S. I wouldn't have done anything differently. (I'm on your side)

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