Ick.

[looklikhotdog]

Ga.
I have this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.
The weather is crappy so maybe I can leave work early.
Hopefully.

Keep Uncle Mike in your prayers.

There's nothing I can do to keep this up. I'm going to burst into tears randomly today.
I'm going to ruin prom because I'm sure I'm going to bawl my eyes out at one point.

What else can I

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[elsmartorobo]

As an answer to your question=marryme.

[looklikhotdog]

I will.
Except not now.
Everything is all messed up right now.

[elsmartorobo]

Messed up. I know. I love you.

[bitteridolatry]

Cody Elizabeth.
You are the strongest person I know. You don't cry at movies, you don't let things tear you apart. You have faith. You know things will be okay if you let it be. You know praying will help. You are intelligent and beautiful and every part of you is kind.You are my BEST friend. Do not worry about this situation. Uncle Mike will be fine. He has so many people praying for him, he has a family that is supporting him. HE will be FINE.
I love you.
Have fun at Prom.
Don't let this get you down.
I swear it will be okay.
Just have fun for me.
& for Mike. He would want you to have a good time.
I love you.

[looklikhotdog]

He is fine now.
Just not the fine that I wanted him to be.