i no longer hear that damn voice anymore, nor do i have to believe hes gonna leave! *Hands on hips* HA HA HA you were wrong hes not gonna leave .. .. ~tears~ he's not gonna leave ( Read more... )

Have you ever just sat back an wondered "WHY" I do it alot. Why this, why that, why do things happen to me, why did this go this way, why didnt this person get what they disserved, why does everything bad happen to me, why does everything i touch go horribly wrong for me.....an so on an so on. I could vent all day but who has time for that. 2 day ( Read more... )

Hey i think im okay!!!!! Im not gonna worry about the situation anymore becasuse at the end of the day all that matters is that my baby still loves me.:-) Yeah its probably gonna come up in the future but the time im not gonna let it bother me. Baby when you read this know that ill love you forever and i look forward to the rest of our lives and ( Read more... )

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I have been puking for almost a hour now.. and it hurts i have nothing left.. but pepto and its killing me.. I just now read my dear ones entry and i hurt worse (If its possible) I didnt know he cryed and i sure as hell never ment to make him cry .. i am so confused about the sunday night part? and what hes worried about .. i dont understand what ( Read more... )

Yeah i cant lie Sat night sucked. I mean really sucked, I wont go into details but things were said that hurt my feelings an embarrassed me a lot. Although the subject matter happened out of LOVE and my baby didnt by any means want to hurt me, it did. She may not know this but i cried, didnt want to was always tought as a man not to show emotion. I ( Read more... )

Brandon just left to go get cigarttes (Baby thats gonna make you sick) and he looked like he was hurt/upset that i wouldnt go with him .. then dad asked me if we were fighting ...

I hated work last night. . . i feel like i a HORRIBLE person ... STILL and its even the morning after... I never want to hurt Brandon .. NEVER yet last night i did . . . *Tears* I said something that really hurt his feeling and theres nothing i can do about it.. I tell him im really sorry and he tells me that its okay but its not.. How does one ( Read more... )

I dont want to go to work.. my heads hurting again and i have to drive tonight ... AHHHH maybe i'll take some naproxen sodium or something and only just hope that it stops . . . Moms on my case that if i don't feel good to go to the doctors but what the hell are they gonna do? NOTHING .. i hate doctors there like way usless to me . . . . on ( Read more... )

Most times life is great, well at least friday night through sunday night. These are the days i spend with the love of my life Rashell Ross or as i like to call her "baby". I met her online of all places to meet the person i will spend the rest of my life with. Never thought that the money i spent on this damn computer would one day be worth it. ( Read more... )