8 - upwards to infinity

Nov 22, 2010 06:15

Welcome to our eighth prompt post.

As ususal, here are a few things to keep in mind:

1) All fills for prompts of the earlier prompt posts go in the post the prompt was posted in. No re-posting or splitting up prompts and fills.
2) Self-prompt when you post unprompted fic. (This means posting what the fill is about in a first comment, like a real ( Read more... )

prompting: 08

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Tender Comrade 5/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 20 2010, 19:59:19 UTC
“No.. I meant how long’ve you known? Is this why you’ve been moping? Because you’ve known?”

“I had the test a week ago. Yeah, I knew. But... Ed, I’m sorry. Things just.. happened. I was going to tell you, but then...”

“I know. You got your fucking test and thought ‘just deserts’ and fucking divine retribution, and so your Catholic heart did a fucking backflip.” Ed snarls, happy at finding an outlet for his welling anger. “You know, And, just because God thinks you need to be bitchslapped into line when you fuck some randomer, doesn’t mean I do.”

“That’s not what I meant.”

“You think you deserve it, though, don’t you? Because you’re fucking stupid like that.” Ed wants to shake Andy sometimes. Andy thinks Ed’s got problems, but Andy has the potential to see karma in train timetables. Some nights, it’s raining and Andy thinks it’s because they’ve been fucking too much ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 17/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 16:41:52 UTC
“Yeah, that’s something you could do for us. Announce that you’ve sacked me from Cabinet. Then at least you’ve got an excuse for a reshuffle ( ... )

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Re: Tender Comrade 17/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 06:07:21 UTC
I'm in tears but can't stop reading. This is gutting but so well-written I have to read it all through. *tipping my hat to your awesome talent*

*stocks up on tissues and waits for update*

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Tender Comrade 18/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 09:42:34 UTC
Fucking typically just as Andy starts to feel better, he starts to get worse. Karma, sod’s law, a fucking evil bastard god, for some reason, they’ve got it in for them ( ... )

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Re: Tender Comrade 18/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 10:02:33 UTC
*whimpers*

*cries*

*begs for more*

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Re: Tender Comrade 18/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 13:35:29 UTC
I'm listening to 'Tender Comrade' rn and it + this is breaking my heart.

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Tender Comrade 19/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 15:45:07 UTC
“Will you fuck me?” He asks, as Father Ted finishes on E4. Andy, with his new ‘critical’ namebadge (which he hasn’t told Ed about, because he’s not suicidal), has his feet in Ed’s lap, and his dinner resting on his stomach (spag bol, Ed’s ultimate comfort food).

“What?”

“We haven’t had sex in months. Fuck me.” Andy tries to nudge Ed’s cock through his trousers with his foot, but Ed’s grip on his ankle tightens. With his finely-honed animal instinct, Ed is wary of requests like that. He misses the old days, when Andy wouldn’t even have to ask because they’d been fucking every other night.

Something’s evidently wrong, but Ed knows Andy won’t say what - it could be anything from a bad day to inoperable bollock cancer - and hates Andy’s tactic of distracting himself via sex, football or beer. He doesn’t feel used because he’s not that fucking pathetic, but it would be nice to be told where Andy’s sudden sex drive comes from, and if it’s something he should worry about. So, as usual these days, he gets annoyed ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 20/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 15:47:18 UTC
Andy makes his decision. He grabs Ed again by the shirt, hauling him to his feet, pulling him forward and latching his teeth against the cut in Ed’s lip. Ed whimpers in pain, but Andy doesn’t let go. He tugs until Ed stops pulling away.

Andy directs Ed upstairs, and is surprised how good he feels when Ed does exactly as Andy tells him. He tells Ed where to put his hands, when to touch him, when to shut his eyes, even when to breathe a few times. Under instruction, Ed wanks Andy, relieved at being allowed - no, being ordered - to forget that Andy’s getting sicker by the day ( ... )

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Re: Tender Comrade 20/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 16:10:44 UTC
Made the terrible mistake of reading this update while listening to the eponymous song and now can't stop crying.

Damn you and Billy Bragg to hell don't stop god damn you

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Tender Comrade 21/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 22:39:59 UTC
Andy is frightened, but he gets better at admitting it. He refuses to let it disturb him permanently, although it takes up more of his thinking time than he’d like - which isn’t surprising seeing as Ed is even worse and keeps reminding him (accidentally, constantly).

Ed takes to following Andy around, as if he can repel any threatening infection with just his presence, laced as it is with anti-bacterial soap and antiseptic wet wipes, and every other anti- product he can lay his hands on.

He’s constantly vigilant against anyone who may be suffering from anything: the slightest sniffle from any visitor (postman included, Ed’s very fucking careful) and Ed stalks over and dares them to be in the same room as Andy. If Ed suspects he himself might have a cold, he retreats to his own house for a week, afraid even to ring for fear of sending bad bacteria down the phone line. Never let it be said Ed isn’t skilled at overreaction ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 22/27 (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 23:24:40 UTC
“A bit of news this week.” Andrew Neil holds out the printed copy of the email on the Daily Politics, and Nick Robinson nods solemnly, his big eyes bulging and speculative. “The infamous leaked email from Shadow Home Secretary Ed Balls ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 23/27 (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 23:31:27 UTC
Ed and Andy watch the hour and a half Daily Politics coverage, the interview with Yvette and the PMQs. Cameron mentions his condolences about Andy, but ridicules Miliband’s inability to ‘control his Home Secretary’. He accuses the Labour Party of not caring about the public, showing their true feelings only in intensely private emails, of putting personal before professional, and of being deeply divided. It’s a useful narrative for Cameron, and Andy doesn’t blame him for using it, but Ed tries to pull the hospital television off the wall.

“You shouldn’t’ve sent that email. You should be there, backing up Miliband. Not here.” Andy gestures around the room from his seat on the high hospital bed, and it’s so anachronistic and plain wrong“I’m doing the right thing,” Ed snaps, clearly unsure of what he can do to make amends to the party while still keeping Andy as top priority. “Miliband’ll have a reshuffle soon. He can put Alan back at Home Office, Yvette can go to the Treasury, and he’ll have to promote some others to Cabinet ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 24/27 (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 23:36:28 UTC
Once when he was a kid, Ed’s parents had a row. It turned from a discussion about Ed (specifically, why his trousers were torn and he smelled of cigarettes) around the kitchen table and rapidly escalated until his father and mother were yelling at each other. Ed, so frightened by the spectacle of his parents’ outright fury, had left the kitchen and sat on the doorstep for three hours. He hadn’t been found until his mother went to kiss him goodnight and found him missing from his bed ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 25/27 (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 23:42:39 UTC
“What d’you think you’re going to miss most?” Andy asks, casually ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 26/27 (Warning: HIV fic, death fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 23:47:34 UTC
From there he deteriorates rapidly, and however much Ed clings on to him, it’s like trying to plait water. He sleeps more and more, and then Ed realises Andy’s sleeping more than he’s awake, and unless he’s perfecting hibernation until the next election (they’ve talked about trying it), it’s not good news. So Ed clambers onto the bed beside him, and for once doesn’t give a fuck when Andy’s mother comes in and finds him there, curled up around her son, or when a nurse has to change his catheter, or whatever other medical procedure that’s all pretty futile now ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 27/27 (Warning: HIV fic, death fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 23:54:18 UTC
Ed’s there when it happens. Reeking of antiseptic wetwipes, he’s lying in the same place as always - the left side of the bed, arm behind Andy’s shoulders to keep him half upright, shoes off. Andy’s family have been in all day, and gone back to Andy’s London place. Secretly and selfishly, Ed is glad to have Andy to himself again.

Ed’s allowed to lie there all day because it’s only a matter of time. The doctors nod sadly at him as they pass, reverent and respectful of the institution of death. Andy’s not even gone and everyone knows he’s lost. Andy dozes most of the day, slipping in and out of consciousness.

The only words Ed hears him say are ‘sorry’ and ‘god’. Ed isn’t sure if Andy’s apologising to God or not, but it makes him even angrier, because that means Andy is going through the motions. Repenting his sins and preparing for purgatory, damnation or salvation ( ... )

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