New Supernatural Vid: I'm not #@$*ing around (the free will blues)
Vidder: lolachrome
Description: And I forgive you even as you choke me that way, with the pill or demon. Castiel character study and/or vidding as necessary catharsis for a Castiel fangirl in the break between 6.20 and 6.21.
Music: Sufjan Stevens’ "I want to be well" from The Age of Adz
Warnings: Um, profanity? Spoilers through 6.20
Acknowledgments: Thank you to cathexys, coffeejunkii, rhiannonhero, and outlawradio for your insights into this vid during its making!
Notes: I'm thinking/hoping this vid speaks for itself, except for the part where on some level I also wanted it to be a love/hate letter to TPTB; they'd better know how deadly serious we are (well, maybe I should only speak for myself, so at least I am :D) about Castiel.
You can also download the Mp4 file from the blip.tv page here.
I want to be well, I want to be well
I want to be well, I want to be well
And I forgive you even
As you choke me that way
With the pill or demon
And the shrouded shalom
Under conversation
In tremendous weight of
A crowd of angels outside
Dressed for murder
I'm not fucking around
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not fucking around
And shall I kiss you even as you take me that way?
With the pill or demon as my body changes
Apparitions gone awry
They surround me, all sides
But from within I see the holy changes
I'm not fucking around
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not fucking around.
This entry was originally posted at http://lola.dreamwidth.org/51736.html. Comments welcome here or there.
Description: And I forgive you even as you choke me that way, with the pill or demon. Castiel character study and/or vidding as necessary catharsis for a Castiel fangirl in the break between 6.20 and 6.21.
Music: Sufjan Stevens’ "I want to be well" from The Age of Adz
Warnings: Um, profanity? Spoilers through 6.20
Acknowledgments: Thank you to cathexys, coffeejunkii, rhiannonhero, and outlawradio for your insights into this vid during its making!
Notes: I'm thinking/hoping this vid speaks for itself, except for the part where on some level I also wanted it to be a love/hate letter to TPTB; they'd better know how deadly serious we are (well, maybe I should only speak for myself, so at least I am :D) about Castiel.
You can also download the Mp4 file from the blip.tv page here.
I want to be well, I want to be well
I want to be well, I want to be well
And I forgive you even
As you choke me that way
With the pill or demon
And the shrouded shalom
Under conversation
In tremendous weight of
A crowd of angels outside
Dressed for murder
I'm not fucking around
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not fucking around
And shall I kiss you even as you take me that way?
With the pill or demon as my body changes
Apparitions gone awry
They surround me, all sides
But from within I see the holy changes
I'm not fucking around
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not fucking around.
This entry was originally posted at http://lola.dreamwidth.org/51736.html. Comments welcome here or there.