( one time out of ten everything is perfect for us all. )

school sucked. my art teacher is insane. went to new bedford high. saw some people. did some stuff. went to dylan's. some girl from school was there. i thought she hit on me. she didn't. saw shane at one point. that was interesting. zack, felisha, conrad, j crazy, bruce, dylan, earl, chad, danielle and alyssa. and some kid steve but whatever. it ( Read more... )

the doctor's gave me something so i don't remember any of what happened except the IV. which was a wonder all its own. a two inch needle in my hand pumping an mind numbingly endless combination of of painkillers, saline, and sleeping medication into me. but whatever. i got it over with and everything's fine. i came home and slept for a long time, ( Read more... )

going home. finally. finally finally finally.

new bedford and cigarettes. cool.

operation tomorrow. no school. i'm not sure if shane actually called this morning or not. sleeping pills make me groggy. groggy enough to not be able to tell the difference between real and dream. whatevs. i'm leaving.

( i hate this street. )

we went to the beach. made a sandcastle. did a bunch of things. came back here. blah blah blah. went to the mall tonight. almost got caught. almost got caught again. i'm bored. wanna go home. later.

i got suspended for smoking cigarettes in school. so i'm not going tomorrow. i'm sleeping at my sister's house. gonna hang out with shane tonight and we're going to the beach with my sister her boyfriend and my nephew tomorrow. it'll be cool. my mom's all crazy. blah blah blah. later hottie.

today was fairly uneventful. woke up three thousand times. got dressed. shane left. grandmother. clothes. money. cigarettes. school tomorrow. oh well.

so, yea. i'm at my dad's house. shane's here, too. last night ryan jadlowe came in his mother's minivan and we drove around looking for anything. 7eleven and cops. i got to drive. i said "hey i've never driven before so i'm going to need some help." and they were all like "yeayea we don't care erin. our lives are in your hands and we know how to ( Read more... )