the skinny

[locke_fox]

holy motherfuck do i ever want a cigarette tonight. i thought about them a lot today. some days i don't. most days i do. my stepmom goes - don't you feel soooo much better??? aren't you glad all that's behind you. no bitch, i wanna fuggin' smoke. i don't feel any differently at all. only i'm extra stressed that i can't have a cigarette.

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[br0ken_dolly]

in my uneducated point of view, it seems like three quarters (or so) of people i know who have quit smoking ALWAYS crave cigarettes... it slows down/diminishes a bit, but the urge never really goes away. i think cigarettes are one of the most dangerous vices out there. :/

yay you for quitting! it makes you extra hot. ;)

[locke_fox]

thank you dearest :) i never imagined myself a non-smoker and hey, it's not all that bad. i'm most excited about not DYING on long trans-atlantic flights from now on. time is funny though, for example the fifth day was easy peasy, but a month and a half in and i'm freakin for about an hour :D if i can survive eastern europe w/out smoking i've officially done it!

[greenshadows]

YAY for you quitting, indeed - and I promise not to preach beyond that, though I quit when you were (probably) still in diapers. Hell, maybe you still are, but that's none of my business. :b

[locke_fox]

lol! well, i'm 32 now :) i'm sure my ever increasingly apparent mortality played a big role in my decision. and, the strange line i have in my upper lip now that wasn't there before.

thank you for your encouragement :) it really helps! i wonder... do you still think about them? (cigs)

[dating_woman]

:))))