fuck you college

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sometimes i really hate it here.

i didnt ask you to kiss me. i tried to prevent it for monthes. and it happened. so ignore me. discard me. i'll just sit here, dejected and defeated, ready to spend any time you make for me with you.
since when do boys spend nights next to your hospital bed just to blow you off a month later?

lately i've been feeling like i'm wasting my youth in an institution and i should just leave and be young and fabulous with young, fabulous, interesting, wandering, aimless people with high aspirations for themselves and the world. college is college always, thats why boys still sit around drinking beer watching animal house. i want to dance with ( Read more... )

today i drove around for hours with all the windows down, listening to the same wonderful mix CD on loop with patrick, who made me a latte at his house while i sat at his kitchen table. the air is so nice. i also bought a burgundy cashmere sweater and havent seen my roommate in like 3 days. in her absence i eat her yogurt. the decantur of vodka on ( Read more... )

i always feel a little guilty when it starts to cool down. i love summer, it is by far my favorite season, but when a chill finds its way into the air and you realize that you should've brought a jacket, i feel a little relieved. its just been so hot, and the air now is so refreshing. i eat apples and stay in my bed for inordinate amounts of time ( Read more... )

its such a wonderful strange coincidence that rachael, ginny AND my dad were all planning to be here this weekend to see me, even before everything happened. its going to be so comforting to have them all here. well, that and vicodin. vicodin and sleep are pretty comforting too.

we are always asked ( Read more... )

And you can't find it either in the no-talent fools ( Read more... )

eef barzelay is the only boy for me, quite decidedly ( Read more... )