I know this was difficult for you. I won't say I know what you're feeling, because I can't even begin to imagine, but I know it seared so much, that it burns still, that it will always sting. Not surprising you couldn't get through this. Finish it at some point, if you still need to, but don't feel like you have to, for this place. (Pearls before swine and all that... not that LJIdolers are pigs, but you know what I mean) You don't have to parade your personal tragedy out for votes, if you don't want to. We still love you, and we feel for you... this breaks the heart, and there are no words to unbreak it. And I'm so sorry for that.
Oh god, Mad Dog. I will never forget the time I was 19 and drank two bottles of that shit in a night. Although I'm not sure if that was because the horrific case of the spins I got or the fact that my best friend's boyfriend tried to molest me after she went to bed. Either way, I haven't been able to stomach Mad Dog since then. :P
(Note: I posted the above before reading the actual post. I should stop doing that. I'm glad you are writing about Lane.)
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(Note: I posted the above before reading the actual post. I should stop doing that. I'm glad you are writing about Lane.)
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