-And I CaRe- Why?!-

[lizzyizzyizzy]

Yeah well Catherine (oh-Heartbreak) inadvertently made me realize how PATHETIC I really am. And how the summer's almost over, and mine has been a COMPLETE waste. And how when people keep telling me that it will be alright that they are just lying because they can see though me and are truly scared of my pain deep down. They don't want to lose me so they make up

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[distillertruant]

Lizzy, I got a code for you.
IM me sometime..
or I'll email it to you..
I'll just email it

¬_¬ moron me

[oh_heartbreak]

liz, you aren't pathetic. You love him, and you want him back. If i were you i would do the same. Seriously.
Your summer has only been a "waste" if you only look at the freddie aspect of it. You have friends come over, you go see them, you actually spend time with people that aren't your family. If your summer was actually a complete waste, you would have been at home alone the whole time. But you weren't. You have people who care about you and want to see you. Be happy for that.
And i don't know about people lying to you. They may be. But i know i'm not. I don't know what's going to happen. I know that you and Freddie will end up back together, that's a promise. But before and after that i have no clue. Not everyone gets the silver lining they want but everything will get at least a little better sometime. Nothing ever stays bad forever. It'll seem like it, but it won't.

thanks for making me feel horrible about this entry.

[lizzyizzyizzy]

making you feel horrible?! i said, "inadvertently" that means I KNOW you didn't do it on purpose, i'm not mad at yew or ANYTHING of the sort, you know that catherine!!

...well i did get 'somewhere'. the beginning of the summer Freddie told me to get outta his life and never talk to him again...etc. we've at least since then established some type of friendhship...i guess you COULD say that it's not a waste cuz of that, but this is just getting reduculious...i don't see how i can just love him so much STILL like why isn't it just going away. (with kris) it just went away, and i realized i never really loved him...it's confusing...i don't think anyone really gets it, cuz i don't get it myself. ugh i just wish i had my baby!! maybe i'd feel better then...

[summercruilty]

dun disappear! ive never been good at magic tricks, and iono if i could bring you back. no one important wants to see you go away. you know alot of people care, myself included. dont worry about people lying, people will do things like that.

Always look on the bright side of life...

^^easier said then done, i know.

~ Summer

[lizzyizzyizzy]

but then again who is important?!

[summercruilty]

All the people that are nice to you!