God Damn

[lizzie_marie_23]

I was supposed to take an SAT test yesterday but didn't look at the calendar until tonight. And the e-mail they automatically sent to me was filtered to my "college e-mail" folder so I never saw it. I am such a fucking idiot and everyone in the world should hate me

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[be_themoon]

oh, baby. I'm so sorry! *hugs* I hope it gets fixed up soon and you can set up another date to take it. <3333

[lizzie_marie_23]

Well, there's another date in January, but by that time it'll be too late to put it on my applications. And standardized tests are really the only thing I have going for me, because my grades...aren't too great. *starts crying* I really need something to make me happy again :(

[zempasuchil]

oh no! *huge hugs* you'll be able to do something about it, I'm sure. if you contact admissions offices and tell them something bad happened they'll look at your scores, I'm sure. mistakes don't deserve hatred, that is really harsh and don't be that way. don't punish yourself, you can just move forward, I know you can. and if you need to take a break and manage to do so you're a better woman than I, because dang, I told myself I was doing that and look at me here on lj. but you need the hugs <333 it'll be okay.

[lizzie_marie_23]

Oh, I hope so. I'll talk to my counselor tomorrow and see what I should do about it. Somehow I doubt I'll be able to have the willpower to stay away, but if you yell at me every time I post, I think I'll be alright.

[zempasuchil]

I could definitely benefit from some mutual scolding, uf. I have no willpower to stay away obviously. the slower things go the worse it is, which makes things go even slower... but good luck!