A bit sad today

[lizzie1974]

 
How come that when I should at last be able to breath again I find I´ve almost forgotten what it feels like to not be worried?

It started this summer when I almost lost my closest friend, women give birth everyday and that makes you forget that it doesn´t always have a happy ending. It took me a long time to get over the sight of her in the bed in

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[mel0804]

Hugs you !

I know these feelings, too.
Actually I'm also in such a mood. Things seems to calm down and suddenly you recognize how stressed you have been all those weeks and months before. It's a kind of burn-out, I guess....

And let me tell you - I really miss the "fresh" feelings of Brokeback Mountain. I saw the movie one and a half year ago and it was such an agonizing time - but yet so wonderful. I had been so in love and I was so mouring - I felt so alive and so pristine...

I really miss it and to be honest: even if it sounds silly, I envy you of these feelings right now....

Take care,
mel

[lizzie1974]

Thanks Mel!

I really reacted strong to BBM, and I´m not know for my composure when things get sad, I easily bring out the waterworks, but this was different, it cut me so deep and made me feel as though I´d lost someone close to me, like a mourning process.

But I don´t wish I hadn´t seen it, then I wouldn´t have stumbled on all these wonderful stories that enriches my life! Amongst them yours!

Hugs
Liz

[siri2000]

I saw BBM in april 06 and I can still remeber how I felt and I can unterstand your sadness. And what you have written about the healing process you are going through. It was same with me and it showed so many things to me and made me feel so strong in many ways. I dont want to miss this time in my life.

[lizzie1974]

I know exactly what you mean!

Neither would I!

Hugs
Liz