Comments | liz_is_gully: realize

liz_is_gully

realize

Jul 03, 2004 03:15

i had a lot of time to think today..i went shopping at the lancaster outlets..copped mad shit...had a lot of the ride to think..talked some of the ride and then the other part was lost in thought.. i have decided to make a really big decision in my life..and its called the directors cut..i am the director of my own movie called the life and times ( Read more... )

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jaysincere July 3 2004, 00:47:33 UTC

wow!who pissed you off ma?

*makes a face*

everyone makes a cut in life...make sure the cut you make is beneficial to you and won't hurt you in the long run..pero your judgement is intact so..whateva u choose,i know is going to be good for YOU.<3

liz_is_gully July 3 2004, 08:26:56 UTC

its not that people pissed me off..its just shit that you realize in time..just tired of putting effort where it doesnt belong..that goes with people and things..especially when i put effort and its not given back..im cool with all that man..if you care then you're always watching..i dont have to look for you..and if i do have to look for you then how much of a true friend are you..when a real friend is always there..whenever..if my friend hurts i wanna be the person they come to so i can hurt with them..fuck it..people definition of friendship is just really fucking stupid..so im just helping them with thier definitions

_j3551c4_ July 3 2004, 04:36:44 UTC

Not sure what prompted this but I had similar thoughts a few weeks ago.

i shouldnt have to hear excerpts of your life through other people..i shouldnt have to log on to a fucking blog site to see whats the new developments in your life..and the fact that i do that because i really care

I'm at a point where I acknowledge my love and caring for people, while watching and acknowledging their lack of consideration for me. Not attaching too much meaning or reason to it. Keeping it very simple. When you care, your every action indicates this. Simple.

:(

Sad words nonetheless.

Self Preservation is a must.

Warrior.. infamous_netty July 3 2004, 08:40:25 UTC

aaaaaaaaah....it was like a roller coast ride reading akk of that...but u know what sista girl...FUCK THE WORLD...DO U....fuck if people take offense...what about the times u were offended...used...unappreciated....ur always out to make everyone content....to make things right for everyone else its time to make things right for u....it's time to step up and bring Elizabeth to the top to where she always belong...u know I'm making my directors cut...you know the BS going on here....but u know what ma like Carlos Castaneda said "The basic difference between an ordinary man and a warrior is that a warrior takes everything as a challenge while an ordinary man takes everything either as a blessing or a curse." This is just our next challenge...cause we soldiers...warriors...

yadi July 3 2004, 08:52:22 UTC

"if i am truly your friend then i shouldnt have to hear excerpts of your life through other people ( ... )

liz_is_gully July 3 2004, 14:50:05 UTC

thank you..i never looked at myself as a realist..i appreciate your words..
people gotta go..sometimes you have to let go of it because that burden gets so heavy u cant get anything done..
which is why this is happening..its just about that time.. <3