when you don't feel important...

[living_in_truth]

In the end it really isn't going to matter. The way I feel will never change the facts. In the end no matter what none of this matters and I hate knowing that. I hate knowing that I will never mean as much. I hate knowing that the odds are against me. I hate knowing that in the end I'll probably lose again. What is the point of keeping going? There

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[beyond_all_this]

Sounds like you and I should both go de-stress.

The point that which you seek is found only in perseverence. Endure the awful, relish in the amazing, and don't ever lose touch with you feelings and friends for they will ultimatley be what forces you through, particularly when being totally numb seems to be the better option.