whoahh its been a long time.

i dont feel good. thats about it.

P.S. i complain too much

its really hot outside, and my throat has been KILLING ME for the past 5 days and it just keeps getting worse.

nobodys gonna read this but oh well.

brand new was AMAZING. summers been great. nicks on vacation and i miss him terribly. but right now im bored and nothing sounds fun. ughhhh

i miss everyone way too much

ive given up more then you even know, just to be with you.

is it seriously not enough??

define: "perfect"

RV TRIP TOMORROW!!!

I'll be back next sunday. after that, lets do somthing.

fuck it.

its been a while.

well, the first week of summer im going RVing. i cant wait.
umm and i want to hangout with people. so, get ahold of me so we can do something. sorry this entry was really lame.

im letting myself go.

im not going to worry about things anymore. i am not going to scare myself with thoughts of the future. i want to live everyday-- and live day by day. im not going to obsess over the way i look. im living once. ONCE... and im making the best of it.

this summers going to be a good one.