tumble out of bed and
stumble to the kitchen
pour myself a cup of ambition
and yawn and stretch
and my life is a mess
and if I never make it home today
god bless...

hide me
from me
fill these
holes with eyes
for mine are not
mine. Hide
my head & need
for I am no good
so dead in life
so much time.
Be wing, and
shade my me
from my desire
to be
hooked fish
That worm
wine
looks sweet and
makes my me
blind. And, too,
my heart hide
for I shall at
this rate it also
eat in time.

sometimes the littlest thing can remind you of something that was really great, sometimes something really small can symbolize something really great. I've always wondered why I had done some things that i've done, and today miraculously i've found the answer... LOVE

happy birthday shit face

fucking sick again, and i can't stand this, i fucking drink airborne like every single day, i drink so much fucking water, i've cut back on cigarettes soooooooo much, i take the fucking antibiotics that make me throw my guts up, and nothing helps, why can't i just be healthy. I MOTHER FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT ( Read more... )

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how did i ever become so blessed to know so many amazing beautiful good people, and see such gorgeous things, and hear the most creative ingenious music? I am in awe and in love with this life i am living, nothing could bring me down.

from the end of the earth unto you I call
time and again i fall, back to you I crawl
you have been a refuge for me
a tower of strength in the face of the enemy

had a great weekend... almost too great, kinda outta control, but fucking great none the less

its my birthday and i'm REALLY fucking sick, i can't even explain how much this SUCKS, i can't breath hardly at all and the puffer they gave me makes me all wired but i'm too short of breath to hardly move so i lay in bed like shaking because i'm so wired and the puffer doesn't even make me feel any better it just leaves a really bad taste in my ( Read more... )