so. . . yeah. Rough morning. Went home for lunch, and inspired by a note on thelaughingjack's board, I put in my VeggieTales Silly Song DVD. i'm now in a great mood and i have chocolate.
HA! An evening to myself and i didn't mope! I read and played sims and chatted.. . . completely unproductive. but now I sit here drinking tea probably keeping roomie up with the key clatter.i should go to bed soon tho.
you know those naps. . . . you sleep for a bit, wake, but you actually feel worse than you did when you fell asleep. . .. .yeah. I just had one of those naps, and now I feel yucky. As if, perhaps, i needed 8 hours of sleep. wow
. . . .. i forgot how much heartache hurts real heartache. The feeling that I'll never be loved again. Dammit. . .. I know I'm better than this and i know I'll live through this, but oh, it hurts.
And yes, I'm whining again in my live journal. it's my livejournal. get over it.