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I got this new chapter of "House of Pullip" done early today...and it's a good thing, too, it's storming outside now. As it is, you can get an idea of how windy it was at times by the look of Hawk's hair :P Anyway, please enjoy reading!
Chapter 92:
*Shiloh and Hawk are sitting next to each other*
Shiloh: I…I’ve really missed you, you know.
Hawk: *sigh* I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have stayed away for so long.
Shiloh: I’m sorry, too…I’m being selfish…I just wanted to see you…you’re a good friend.
Hawk: No, you aren’t selfish. I didn’t want to stay away. But there’s something I need to tell you…it’s important…and I’m not sure how you will react. It’s just…hard.
Shiloh: Nothing you could tell me could be that bad.
Hawk: This is…bad. But you have to know.
Shiloh: *waits patiently for Hawk to continue*
Hawk: I have a bad past…I mean I was really wild.
Shiloh: More wild then you are now?
Hawk: *small smile* Yeah, I’m tame now…but it was more than just being wild, I was just a really…terrible person.
Shiloh: *shakes her head*
Hawk: I was, please let me explain. You know I’ve been a stunt pilot for years, I always loved the rush…and the attention I would get from other people. I liked the attention too much, it made me selfish…I would take advantage of anyone and everyone because it was easy and I could get what I want. Especially girls…I was the worst kind of womanizer just because I could get away with it.
Shiloh: I…I…can’t imagine that.
Hawk: *sigh* It’s true. I just got what I wanted and moved on without caring about anyone else’s feelings-
Shiloh: Stop, I don’t want to hear anymore.
Hawk: You have to know I really was an awful, selfish person. I’m so ashamed of what I used to act like…I can barely stand it!
Shiloh: Why are you telling me this?
Hawk: Shiloh, you are my best friend. I don’t think friends should keep secrets from each other. You deserve to know all about what I really am. Not to tell you would give you the wrong idea.
Shiloh: Have you…really changed? I mean…of course, you changed…but, um…what made you change?
Hawk: I didn’t change for years, but one day I realized I was very unhappy. I couldn’t think of any real friends I had or anything I had done to deserve friends. I didn’t care about the people I hung out with and they didn’t care about me. I realized I was selfish and I knew I was unhappy because of the way I lived my life…this all took a very long time to figure out.
Hawk: Finally, after over a year I decided to actually do something, but I didn’t know what. I stopped hanging out with my friends. I stopped seeing any girls. Then I got really lonely. I went home and told my parents how unhappy I was, I confessed to them about my awful lifestyle. They were disappointed because they didn’t raise me to act like that, but they encouraged me to make some changes. With their support I quit my job and came here to find a new job, to meet new people, and start a new life.
Shiloh: *doesn’t know what to say*
Hawk: I know…it doesn’t sound very convincing.
Shiloh: No…it’s not that…
Hawk: Things are better now, I don’t feel lonely anymore…mostly because of you, but I can’t forget what I used to be like.
Hawk: I hated to have to tell you all of this, but you are my best friend and you had to know. If you don’t want to be my friend anymore, I understand.
Shiloh: *frustrated* Hawk…
Hawk: *cringes*
To be continued...
I won't be delving any more into Hawk's past, these are all the details you are going to get. If you want to know more, just use your imagination (I think I've given you enough info so that you get the gist of what's eating at him about his past behavior). Shiloh will tell Hawk what she is really thinking in the next chapter (yes, I won't skip to a different plot line, I'm sticking with them for a while here, I promise!)
I'm anticipating Miss Hello Kitty's arrival later today! The mail doesn't get here until really late, but I will try to post photos somehow when she comes either today or tomorrow :D
Chapter 92:
*Shiloh and Hawk are sitting next to each other*
Shiloh: I…I’ve really missed you, you know.
Hawk: *sigh* I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have stayed away for so long.
Shiloh: I’m sorry, too…I’m being selfish…I just wanted to see you…you’re a good friend.
Hawk: No, you aren’t selfish. I didn’t want to stay away. But there’s something I need to tell you…it’s important…and I’m not sure how you will react. It’s just…hard.
Shiloh: Nothing you could tell me could be that bad.
Hawk: This is…bad. But you have to know.
Shiloh: *waits patiently for Hawk to continue*
Hawk: I have a bad past…I mean I was really wild.
Shiloh: More wild then you are now?
Hawk: *small smile* Yeah, I’m tame now…but it was more than just being wild, I was just a really…terrible person.
Shiloh: *shakes her head*
Hawk: I was, please let me explain. You know I’ve been a stunt pilot for years, I always loved the rush…and the attention I would get from other people. I liked the attention too much, it made me selfish…I would take advantage of anyone and everyone because it was easy and I could get what I want. Especially girls…I was the worst kind of womanizer just because I could get away with it.
Shiloh: I…I…can’t imagine that.
Hawk: *sigh* It’s true. I just got what I wanted and moved on without caring about anyone else’s feelings-
Shiloh: Stop, I don’t want to hear anymore.
Hawk: You have to know I really was an awful, selfish person. I’m so ashamed of what I used to act like…I can barely stand it!
Shiloh: Why are you telling me this?
Hawk: Shiloh, you are my best friend. I don’t think friends should keep secrets from each other. You deserve to know all about what I really am. Not to tell you would give you the wrong idea.
Shiloh: Have you…really changed? I mean…of course, you changed…but, um…what made you change?
Hawk: I didn’t change for years, but one day I realized I was very unhappy. I couldn’t think of any real friends I had or anything I had done to deserve friends. I didn’t care about the people I hung out with and they didn’t care about me. I realized I was selfish and I knew I was unhappy because of the way I lived my life…this all took a very long time to figure out.
Hawk: Finally, after over a year I decided to actually do something, but I didn’t know what. I stopped hanging out with my friends. I stopped seeing any girls. Then I got really lonely. I went home and told my parents how unhappy I was, I confessed to them about my awful lifestyle. They were disappointed because they didn’t raise me to act like that, but they encouraged me to make some changes. With their support I quit my job and came here to find a new job, to meet new people, and start a new life.
Shiloh: *doesn’t know what to say*
Hawk: I know…it doesn’t sound very convincing.
Shiloh: No…it’s not that…
Hawk: Things are better now, I don’t feel lonely anymore…mostly because of you, but I can’t forget what I used to be like.
Hawk: I hated to have to tell you all of this, but you are my best friend and you had to know. If you don’t want to be my friend anymore, I understand.
Shiloh: *frustrated* Hawk…
Hawk: *cringes*
To be continued...
I won't be delving any more into Hawk's past, these are all the details you are going to get. If you want to know more, just use your imagination (I think I've given you enough info so that you get the gist of what's eating at him about his past behavior). Shiloh will tell Hawk what she is really thinking in the next chapter (yes, I won't skip to a different plot line, I'm sticking with them for a while here, I promise!)
I'm anticipating Miss Hello Kitty's arrival later today! The mail doesn't get here until really late, but I will try to post photos somehow when she comes either today or tomorrow :D