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[lithium18]

So as per request and popular demand I'm going to sit here and bitch about my life for a little bit. So yeah, my life. Nothing changes, I live and I wish I didn't. I'm apparently not good enough to be happy, my parents hate me and I've been alone all my life. I have friends I care about, but they don't care about themselves so I'm left here having

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[iswimpretty]

hey luv, i've definitely been there, but i wish i hadn't posted that post-drunk post, because on one hand, thats what i feel, but then i think about all the people i have met in my life and how i have touched them and them me. And i want to live and be happy and one of the few things that keeps me going is that i have hope that things will get better and that i know that i have a few friends (and all you need is a few) that really do care about me. Even if they don't show it or act like it sometimes, i think the human emotion of caring is displayed at the most important times. so even if life seems like it sux right now, hopefully the only way is to go up and spend time with the people you care about and care about you.
P.S. i am going to try to stay away from the computer when i'm drunk too, lol. oh and the phone! :)

[lithium18]

lol, yeah - I think I should probably try to stay away from modes of communcation while drinking as well. Yeah, last night was just depressing; theres a lot going on right now and not much of it is terribly good. Hopefully things will get better though, hope you're doing well too. I'll talk to you later sometime though - Alex