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[lissie_pissie]

I think I'm weirdly masochistic. There are two strange pains I find pleasurable - stretching, and teeth-moving. Like, they hurt but it feels good. I went to the orthodontist today and got some IRA's, I think they're called, and it's like InvisAlign and it is SO cool and it hurts but I love the feeling, okay. AND!!1 They let me keep the molds of my

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Comment Number Seventeen

[dallirious]

I enjoy feeling certain kinds of pain. Think it's mostly the basis why I used to cut tbh, I enjoyed that stinging sensation. Oh and when I started biting. I loved that feeling. Because I'd bit down on my arm and feel the nerves go spazzo on me all the way up my arm and once it died down I could just clamp my teeth down a little harder.

And I really hate that I can't do it any more because I promised not to self harm, at all. So I nip at my wrist occasionally, which I've always done when I'm thinking about things. I like biting. Lol, animal tendencies much?

A lot of it though was seeing the bruises on my arm. They were cool. So I can't do it.