now you're just somebody that I used to know

[lissie_pissie]

I'm having a really awful, conflicting afternoon. I find myself wanting to edit House but it's like... what's even the point anymore. I miss them so much, I am still really hurt and disappointed and about a million other negative adjectives. It hurts so much and I hate how much I miss them and I hate how I lost that huge editing outlet. So much

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[flippet]

I don't know......I still love the characters that are in my heart - and if I had editing ability, I'd be doing it. I regularly get ideas for it, but for me, trying to use Vegas feels like slogging through mud, so it goes undone.

If you want to, do it. Or at least give it a try - if if makes you feel worse, then stop. But it might make you feel better.

And...just do it for yourself, if you feel that posting it might feel like a 'rah rah House' thing, when you don't really feel that way. (I know it might for me, but maybe not for you, no idea.)

[zombiepopcorn]

I know. It sucks. :-(

[jenncho]

Can I just say I know exactly how you feel. I have a project that I put so much into and I just don't have the passion to finish it. I've become so disgusted by what the show turned into that I am so conflicted about finishing it. I really want to finish it. It would give me the closure that the show never has or never would have given me. I think that's what bumming me out the most. The lack of closure creatively and with the show.

[lisa_grey]

:( I feel you *hugs*

[wanderlonely]

I know the feelings. :(

::bears hugs::