I am pretty content right now, kinda happy :-) And I STILL want to cut myself. I am also fairly drunk, so, without a doubt, booze makes me wanna self-mutilate. That really sucks since I'm not gonna stop drinking anytime soon. At least I'm sure. If that's worth anything.

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I can't stop watching The Office (American series) on Netflix.. it's great. Pam and Jim are the cutest fucking thing ever. I see where Parks & Rec got its thing from. Cuz I watched that first. Though maybe Parks & Rec is better. Man.. women are so attractive when wearing office clothing. I dunno what it is ( Read more... )

there's nothing there.
there used to be,
but it has
been so long,
i can't tell
if i miss
it or not.

what manner of stale hell is this

NNOO i am not going to do "just one" i won't do any. not today. i'll drink or whatever instead. yes i hurt, we all hurt, don't let stress overcome you fucking hell man

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holy shit i think it would feel amazing to cut myself right now but i'm not gonna do that, instead i'm writing this so i won't succumb to such backwards unhealthy yearnings. It's like a tattoo, once you have a taste, it's not so bad... but it's not a tattoo, it's a dispelling of stress and frustration and the mental toll it takes on you, no matter ( Read more... )

I dunno the reason why, cuz I'm not a mathematician or whatever, but when a cute girl has a facial piercing or two, like a dimple/Marilyn Monroe/cheek/nose piercing, it basically makes them twice as cute. The science behind it is very preliminary, and I fear I'll have to commit years of my life researching this phenomenon before it can be fully ( Read more... )

Last week I took a deposition. Gave a deposition? Was involved in a deposition? It was in relation to the court case I"m involved in, with my bus accident. It was very official, with a cameraman at the head of the conference table in the lawyer's office, a stenographer (sp) directly to my right typing everything that was said, my own lawyer to my ( Read more... )