It feels like forever ago that I felt this way, but a recent occurence involving a friend's family member brought upalot of old memories that I feel the need to at least ramble on
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we're all very very afraid of growing up becoming a suit we all deal with it in different ways i have friends that love disney movies its a way for them to reconnect with their childhood feel like kids so they don't have to grow up
i've been getting axieous and depressed and sleeping all the time i dont wanna grow up
you've started cutting again its cool man its an outlet
No i haven't but I was remembering because something came up with a friend. It just kinda made me realize how unresolved alot of my selfhatred problems are.
Joshua, I miss you. If you ever need someone to talk to call me anytime as you know I never sleep. I just want to let you know you won't die when you're 27 because I can picture you as a weird old man with the most obscenely normal children which is funny, the worst thing that might is one might be mildly retarded but so is my little brother. I can almost guarantee this will happen because I'm fucking Kelly and I know these things. You will always stay young at heart though because that is your personality type. You're still a 5 year old who giggles, throws temper-tantrums, and makes a mess when he goes out to eat... not to mention you'll order the most insanely complicated thing on the menu and end up with grilled chicken and ketchup. <3, Kelly
I have to call you, it's official. I feel like we were really fucking super awesome friends and now we barely talk except maybe a few times over break. we used to talk 6 hours a day about how funny mortician are. Now, maybe I'll call you and we'll hang out at some random place, but it's def not the same.
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becoming a suit
we all deal with it in different ways
i have friends that love disney movies
its a way for them to reconnect with their childhood
feel like kids so they don't have to grow up
i've been getting axieous and depressed and sleeping all the time
i dont wanna grow up
you've started cutting again
its cool man
its an outlet
i think we all need therapy
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musta read something wrong
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<3,
Kelly
P.S. I have your Green Jello tape. How's Abi?
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I have to call you, it's official. I feel like we were really fucking super awesome friends and now we barely talk except maybe a few times over break. we used to talk 6 hours a day about how funny mortician are. Now, maybe I'll call you and we'll hang out at some random place, but it's def not the same.
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